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Here's an update with my schedule next week.

June 4 [Monday] - will be going home to Quezon City
June 5 [Tuesday] - will be fixing my things
June 6 [Wednesday] - will finalize and get things fixed up
June 7 [Thursday] - will have lunch with Tita Marsha
June 8 [Friday] - will be with someone at The Block and will get back to Novaliches again
June 9 [Saturday] - will fetch Tito Renchie and cousins from the airport
June 10 [Sunday] - goodbye choova
June 11 [Monday] - will finally leave

I actually only have 2 days for me to get things all fixed up. I still need a lot of things. I need shoes! Seriously. I need good footwear. Ayoko ng tsinelas, madudumihan paa ko. Ayoko ng rubber shoes, masakit sa paa. I need something good for my feet.

And I have to have my hair cut again and colored. That's a must.
I also have to visit my ophthalmologist to have my grades upgraded? Err. I do not know the right term. I might have contact lenses instead since for me, wearing glasses is a physical hassle. I don't like how I look like with glasses.

So with so little time, how?

Friends, update me with your schedules. Tell me which day of the week will you be most free so that I can call you in those days if ever I get sad. :) Thanks!

Every time we touch, the feeling is too much

Never mind the title. I'm just again having bouts of last song syndrome.

The past days, my cousins, my brother and I have been scaring the hell out of ourselves by reading things that we shouldn't be reading at all. Parang kaming mga tanga eh; mga sadista talaga.

By the way, I and my cousin Inna are here at Excel in SM Fairview and it really sucks to type an entry with fools behind you reading.

Random thing: I bought a Stradmore hardbound notebook a while ago which has the print True love waits on it. Haha. Wala lang. Funny.

In less than 30 days, I'll be leaving for a verrrrrrrrry far place. Well, not really a very far one but you get the point? That's just so far. And it hasn't really sunk in to me yet that I'll be leaving the people I love behind and I'm going to be alone for 5 months [well, hopefully please!]. I wonder how the feeling would be when it's finally 'the moment'. Today was a happy day because our grandparents brought us out to the mall. It's nice being out of our oven-like place. It's nice being free and it's nice having at least little time with fast-paced internet. AAAAAAAAAH. Haha.

Siya nga pala, last week, I was reviewing Inna for her summer finals [she took summer classes for Math because she got a final grade of 72] and wala lang, it was really funny that I still know her lessons [she's an incoming sophomore] and I think I was able to teach her well. I never thought I'd be good in teaching Math. And I never thought that I'd still remember those things after freaking 3 years.

Errr. I can't think of what to blog about, sorry. :)

This has been a humdrum post. Thanks for reading.

[ADDITIVE]
Bukas nga pala, my eleven-year-old brother will be cicumcised already. O wag ka tumawa kasi ngayon palang siya igaganun. Special nga siya kasi surgeon pa gagawa nung procedure niya kasi raw hindi raw pwede sa ano niya na ordinary doctor lang. O yun so anyway, pinakapanalong linya ngayong araw:

Bedeck: kinakabahan na ako bukas sa tuli ko. Sakit ng ulo ko.

WAHAHAHAHA.
[/ADDITIVE]

I hate it when it rains

I changed the template into a more professional-looking one.
I also changed the URL. The past one was too long. I want it short.

So kindly change your links, please. If you don't want to, then don't. I'm not forcing you. I don't blog to be linked and to have a bunch of people to link. Look at my links section, it's just blogs of people that I really read. Link exchange is okay to me as long as I find your blog worth-reading. I'm over teeny-bopper, emoshitnal blogs. They make me really sick. I'm so over fed up by reading entries of lovestruck people and the like. I don't even know why people write about those things. Isn't it that that kind of matter should be personal?

Okay, enough of hate.

I'm going to Baguio later. The date was moved. And I'm going back tomorrow. Yeah, that fast because we have many things to do.

Random random

I can sense that I'm getting well in days! Yahoo for me! Haha.

We have a class party on Wednesday. Well, as much as I want to come and bang with some of the Pananagutan 07 folks that I really miss, I can't. Because number 1: I'm still sick and I don't want to be the carrier of a virus and number 2: I'm going attend a Thanksgiving Party because there's a new lawyer in the family! Oh well, so that's reasonable, I think.

If you do a full-frontal touch on my upper body, you'll sense nothing. Parang pader. Ang flat. Shet. Haha. Kawawa naman ako. Katawang lalake. :(

I checked my Sitemeter today and saw that there are many people going here. Paramdam at pakilala naman kayo! There's the tagboard at the right side. Haha. Okay? Make me feel that this one's not useless and it's actually existing. Haha. :)

Choova.

We beat the odds together

My stock knowledge still sucks.
It even sucked more.
Cr - chroNium --> Fcuk this. I'd fail Chemistry 17 in college
Antimony - At --> and here's another.

I know I'm bored and there's nothing to do but I swear I am SO NOT coming back to that channel because when I'm there, I feel stupid, I feel that I type soooooo slowly, my self esteem goes beyond the darkest depths of Purgatorio. And I also know that this is so shallow; thinking it's just a silly, often inaccurate trivia-flashing channel in mIRC. But for me, who takes things seriously most of the time would just want to say: I don't need a reason to feel like a loser.

I went to Ever Gotesco today to have my picture taken for this UP whatevs that I have to submit and on the way to the studio, I met my grade six Math teacher. And it's funny that he still recognized me and he called me 'Clarissa'. When I was in grade school, I used the name 'Anna' and teachers would keep on calling me 'Clarissa'. In high school, I used the name 'Clarissa' and most teachers kept on calling me 'Anna'. I don't know what to do to them! Haha. Okay, so that's not what I would want to talk about. My teacher asked me what course I'll be taking up in College and I told him that I'll be taking up BS Biology and he said why not BS Math or any Math-related course. I told him there's Math in Bio and I know that he knows that I won't do good in any Math-related thing. He knew that. And he just laughed. How mean. I was honestly offended. His laugh wasn't some kind of a joke. The way it was was some kind of an insult. Yes, I know since I stepped on pre-school that Math is not really my thing but what the hey! I am good at and I can pull off everything else aside from Math.

So that was another strike to my very bruised ego.
Scrutinizing.

Akala naman nila.. hmmp!

Gusto ko nang pumunta ng Baguio or somewhere else isolated from people around me. I'm starting to be anti-social again. People make me insecure. People make me feel I'm lower than anyone else. :( People's company is depressing.

Gusto ko at kailangan ko ng Creative Writing classes!

I'd try this thing for summer 2007:
As much as possible I won't get online, unless I'd check my e-mail, Friendster and update my blog. I won't stay that long in Y!M for the meantime. I'd confine myself inside my pugon-like room and I'll read books. Not fiction books. School books. There's the Bio book, the Chem book. And maybe I'd try the Physics book. We weren't able to finish those books when I was in high school so I would want to finish at least two. I'd watercolor on my sketch pads. I'd just sleep. Text some friends sometimes. Basta, I'll be geeky. Ang bobo ko na. Sarap umiyak. :(

And oh, I'd start sleeping early/.

Akin ka nalang

Forget the title, I'm having bouts of Last Song Syndrome.
LSS? Yes.
Uy, yun pala ang meaning ng LSS.
Haha. Never mind again. May jologs kasi eh. Haha.

So what am I up to these days? Wala. I hate to say this but summer's really boring me to death. I've done nothing but sleep, drink water, sleep and use the computer. Oh another thing, I'm texting now (not that I really don't before). What I meant was I'm texting very often now since my friends seem to be unreachable through landline phone these days. So if you know my number and we're friends, text me. If you're a Globe subscriber, there's 97.9% probability that I'm gonna reply. Haha. If you're a Smart subscriber, well give it a try, let's see if I'd reply. Haha. Blame Globe's UNLITXT service. :)

My stock (or is it stuck) knowledge sucks. The past 2 nights I've been in to this mIRC trivia thing wherein they will flash general knowledge questions and then you'll answer. I suck at the scrambled letters which you will unscramble to form the correct word. I hate those things. I don't even give it a try sometimes. Fortunately, there are true general knowledge questions and with these, I just realized that I have not stuck that enough knowledge in my puny cerebrum. Questions in History, English classes and in Chemistry. A big fraction of the questions flashed were very familiar to me. It's just that I forgot. I suck. I should not be forgetting those things; especially those Science terms that I know I would still be using in College and in the future. :( It's a good thing that I still remember Julius Caesar, aorta, rutherfordium, lobotomy and such.

On the bright side of things, I got my progress report last Friday and I was so awed with my grades. I don't know how those things happened; considering that I really had a lot of things to do in the last quarter. I was so engaged with extra-curricular and I had a lot of absences and half-days. The last quarter was the most stressful quarter I had. I had to do most of the parts in every project (I even did three which was supposedly for 8 people). I even had this feeling that those grades might not be mine since there are a lot of really brilliant people in my class (it's not a matter of how many merit card awardees, you have in class, you know). BUT AAAAAAAH. My Pinoy grade is so sad; my English grade, too. For the past years, those subjects have been my highest; it's the other way around now. :( Prosec's a big bitch. Kinarir ko na nga yung final paper eh. 98-->96. What the hell. When I saw my Math, Accounting and Anal Geom grades, I just wanna scream because of overwhelm-ness. Haha. :)

I hope that my class card in College would be like that always. :)

I would like to do new things this summer. I won't grow if I'd just pig out and bum off here. I seriously want AND need to take Creative Writing workshops. I suck.

Overall, I suck.

People can see

Because I have nothing to do and I can't sleep (it's 2:45 AM), I went over my blog's visit details last year and I find it funny that it shows that a lot of people visiting my blog are from provinces(?wth) like Quezon, Rizal, Nueva Ecija, wherever; and yes, from abroad. I saw someone from Greece, and Czechoslovakia (sp?). Funny.

And from July 2006, there was this:


Funny. Since when did the Ateneo became in Quezon, Nueva Ecija? Haha.
It's so inaccurate. Haha.
Oh well, I have this tracker just for the sake of 'tracking' people who would think of bashing me in their comments or in the tagboard.

Got to sleep.

Beautician Malpractice Law

You see this post's title? There should be one. There should be one in our constitution; and I'd seriously campaign for whoever congressman/senator who'd be supporting this. Yeah, whatevs.

I was so lusting to have my hair cut, you know that; and I've been ranting about this thing since last year so when I finally had time, I went to the mall last Monday to have my long hair cut. Since I was lazy to go far, I just went to Ever and had my hair fixed at Bench FIX Salon. This is what I clearly said to that Fat Fag Dennis: above the shoulder lang nang konti, YUNG HINDI MAGMU-MUKHANG LALAKE. So the fat fag started working on my hair with the layering comb and I got really apprehensive when he did the first strike on my hair and I saw a handful of my hair stands on his hand. The final product: there's a Korean Kuya now in our home. Kuya. Kuya. Kuya. My brother and my mom now call me Kuya. KOREAN KUYA WITH SHORT ITCHY BANGS. Ampf. I want to sue him. Sue. Sue. Sue. Grrrrr. I really should have had my hair done at Ricky Reyes at SM North. There, no one does it better. And I swear, whenever I have to have my hair done, I will only go to that place. Not anywhere else.

Buti nalang summer ngayon at hindi ko kailangan pumasok sa school. At buti nalang hindi ko kailangan lumabas nang lumabas ngayon kasi nakakahiya 'yung buhok ko eh. Ginago talaga ako nung baklang 'yun. Mamatay na siya. Bwiset. May araw din 'yun. Hahaba rin ang buhok ko. Hindi ako magmu-mukhang lalake sa college. Haha. Labo.

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Ang init ngayon! Tingin ko, kapag lumabas ako sa loob ng bahay namin at subukang tumapak sa aspaltong kalsada ay magiging tostado ang mala-luya kong mga paa. Ang langit sa umaga ay hindi mo matitingala. Ito'y napakakintab at tunay na masisilaw ang iyong mga mata sa ginintuang dilaw nitong kulay. Sa tanghali, ito'y nagbabaga na animo'y sa iilang sandali ng pagkaka-babad mo sa silong nito'y ikaw ay malalanta, manlalambot at siyempre, tatagaktak ang namumuo mong pawis at ika'y manlalagkit at hihiyaw sa sa banas at nanaising mong magkulong sa kubyerta at maligo na lamang. Sa dapithapon ang langit ay magkukulay-rosas. Kahit na ba palubog na ang araw sa mga sandaling ito ay hindi mo mararamdaman ang malamig na simoy ng hangin na pangkaraniwan mong inaabang-abangan sa tuwig palubog ang haring-Araw. O kay init. O kay sarap magtampisaw sa malamig na tubig ng mga ilog sa Banahaw. O kay sarap magbabad sa The Block ng SM North kung saan napakalamig at konti lang ang tao di tulad sa amoy-malansang SM Mall of Asia. AAAAAH.



Besprens, Ice Monster tayo sa Friday, uki? Haha. :) See yah there. Hintay niyo me kasi you know naman, I'm always late eh. Haha.

puny high schooler no more

You know what I like about short hairs? It's the fact that you don't have to brush it always and fix it up for it to look manageable and neat. For busy and lazy women, short hair is very ideal because it's simply wash 'n wear. :)

I should undergo medical and dental examinations blah blah and blah for university admission so later I will be calling The Medical City to schedule myself for a medical and dental check-up. Great! I like it there although it's quite far. It's okay since I get free 'services' and treatments there. I actually would like to try going to the posh Asian Hospital and Medical Center in Alabang but my mom said there's no need and that it would be too impractical to go far even though I can get checked-up there for free; and whatever diagnosis will be, it would just be the same wherever hospital. I like hospitals. They're cold, white, and very clean. This is weird but I do love the 'hospital scent'. Funfunfun!

It's really weird that despite the beating sun this summer, I do not really feel the humid and heat unlike before. I seriously look crazy wearing a long-sleeved shirt [duh, she always wears long-sleeved tops] and a pajama right now. I have been like this the past few days. I look someone sick living in Alaska who feels really cold. I do feel cold and I don't sleep with the fan on these days; but I am not sick. This is so uncanny. I am so uncanny. I will forever be uncanny.

But I love that fact. :)

*Aww. there would be no more blog entries put in my high school category because high school's over. :( I am now an incoming college freshman! It hasn't sunk in yet. [now this last statement is the only thing related to this entry's title. haha]

Ako UNA

Spring Waltz is going to be aired on Philippine TV after that Princess Hours ends.
Oh well, I've seen the trailer that ABS-CBN made for the drama.
It sucks. It sucks. The dubbing sucks.
If you have watched the original version, as in the korean one, you'll know what I'm saying.
I must say GMA7 is really better in dubbing. No doubt at that.
Ang panget talaga. Grrrr.

Still, it's really dismaying that GMA7 was not able to buy the rights to televise Spring Waltz here; to think that Spring Waltz is the fourth and last installment in the Endless Love Series. Autumn in my Heart, Winter Sonata, Summer Scent which were the first installments were all aired in GMA7. Then here comes Spring Waltz--going to be aired in the other network.

Ironic.

Oh well, before some other girls there go ga-ga over him,

AKO UNA .

Dun nalang kayo sa mysterious looking, haha. Since yun naman type niyo, diba? Wahahahaha. Kidding. Mamaya may panget na mag-react dyan eh. Bwiset na naman.

the sun was too bright

now I cannot see clearly.
everything's just blurry.
I have to see the ophtha.
I'll do that when I have time or when I want to.
or maybe I'll just use my glasses.
but it's no use now. :(
I should have obeyed the ophtha. :(

I hate the bright sun.

Just quick

I'm leaving the school in less than a month.
I'm not yet nostalgic regarding that thing. Let's just wait for my 'moment' to come.
If there's anything I'd really miss--that's the company of my high school friends. Yeah, no doubt at that. I know I won't be meeting a lot of Trixie Cruz and Zor Abad in college [uy, special mention ang mga loka.. wahahahha]. Well seriously, I don't really see a clear vision of my social life in college. The only hints that I have are: if I'm entering UP, then I'd be one of those aktibistas around, rallying for whatever reasonable reason, hanging out with my kapwa aktibistas. If I'm going to UST, then I'm there, hitting the Anatomy Club or whatever you call it.

That's what I'm going to miss when I leave school.
Yun lang siguro--well, as of this moment. Haha.

Anyway, a lot of things happened this week. It has been such a very busy busy and sucky week. I've got a cold, a cough which I always hold whenever I can because it really sounds loud, and bad; I tell you. It's the type of cough that would echo in the whole podium if I would let it off. And my colds are really bad--my nose never seemed to empty of mucus whatever. Hindi tama. Masyadong maraming sipon.

For this post's ender:

I JUST HOPE EVERYTHING WORKS BECAUSE I'M SO LUSTING TO HIT UP DILIMAN NA!

Diliman, Diliman; not Manila! Diliman, PLEASE!
Again, don't ask. :)

Yeah, til the next entry again. I still have a lot to do. :)

HAY NAKO SOBRANG NAIINIS NA AKO SA MGA WALANG ORIGINALITY KUNG MAG-BLOG. PWEDE BA, PLEASE LANG. MANGGAGAYA LANG EH, AKO PA ANG GAGAYAHIN. HINDI NAMAN AKO POPULAR BLOGGER. NAKO BAHALA NA NGA KAYO, TIGILAN NA, PLEASE. MY WRITING SKILLS REALLY SUCK SO PLEASE LANG, TIGILAN MO NA EH SANA LANG. I HATE SEEING YOUR FACE IN SCHOOL. YES, YOU.

Will miss much

Student's take-over today. Trixie and I taught in 2 junior sections in place of the faculty superstar Ms Aniago.

Noli me Tangere. Kabanata 37. Ang Kapitan Heneral.

No offense to the juniors who might have the chance to read this. I think their behavior's just really ridiculous. I mean yeah, we are in fact only student-teachers and probably we won't really earn that much respect from them but what the hey, how about even just a tinge? Like come on, do you play with your mobile phone's keypads and send messages in front of your mentors? And another thing, who said inhaling a whole container of Vick's Vapor Rub in right in front of your teachers is not at all distracting and disgusting?

As far as I remember, I never behaved that bad even though I had classes in the past years conducted by student teachers. Sorry, I just realized that some schoolmates can be that rude. Again, some. I didn't say all.

Anyway, we had fun with the experience. It would have been more fun if only they read and participated and grabbed the opportunity of getting those colored balloons to be stuck on their index cards. Only the smart ones did that sadly. It was fun staying in the 'faculty room' though. :)

The week ahead will be a hectic week. Monday is club field trip--will be out the whole day; will be missing a lot of Math, Physics, Anal Geom and Teenstar; will have to make-up for the Teenstar quiz. Tuesday will be half day for Via and I--will be going to UP Diliman to interview someone for the social action paper; will miss Math. Wednesday--we'll be helping for the set-up of the THE Week. Thursday & Friday--I'll be a total slave working for English and Physics.

I'm expecting zits and hideous eye bags to come.
More motion sickness during dismissal time.
More headaches.
More conflicts with sensitive group mates.
More blames to carry.

and there are still 35 more hell days before I finally say goodbye to high school.

Life was much sweeter during junior year; I just realized that a while ago.

Bouts of schizophrenia

I'm okay now. I'm actually happy. Happy happy happy! Okay, not really that happy as in fulfilled, pleased, satisfied and whatever. Basta I'm happy!

I'm so excited to push through our social action paper. Its topic is why are UP students have been always generalized as activists? I'm happy because I e-mailed this person from UP Diliman that I don't really know personally. I asked him if he can be possibly available for an interview and when I checked my mail kanina, he replied! :)

So I guess I'll be half-day present on Tuesday because I'll be interviewing him. I hope one of my groupmates is willing to be half-day absent on Tuesday next week. Hello, I don't want to look stupid because I'm lost in UP Diliman. And I don't want to wander around that nice university and be emo; ayoko na ng self-pity pucha. Ang ganda ganda ng paaralang naghihintay sa'kin sa kolehiyo eh tas magpapaka-emo ako dun.

O kita niyo na, malungkot na ako. Kanina lang sabi ko masaya ako.

Kaninang umaga, masaya ako. May nanggago sa'kin habang naglo-Love on the Ramp tas nanggalaiti na ako sa galit. After nun, umuwi ako, lalo akong nagalit. Naging masaya. Ngayon, malungkot na.

Me = insane.

This is weird. I never dreamt of pursuing my studies in UP Diliman. It has been always UP Manila for me. Tapos ngayon nagsisisi ako sana 'di ko na nilagay 'yung UP Manila sa choices ko. UP Diliman nalang sana.

Ang tanga tanga tanga ko naman ngayon ko lang 'yun naisip. Ang bagal gumana ng utak ko. Ang bagal talaga. Grawr. Dinosaur ba ako, Inay? Bat naman ganun.

Oh well, waitlisted naman na ako eh. Haha. Don't ask how that happened. :| ;) Haha. Pasensya na kung unfair sa ibang mas matalino sa'kin. Haha. Surree. :)
Kailangan ko na 'tong pag-isipan. Saan ba talaga? Grawr.

Naiinis ako kapag tinatawag akong Ann. Ano ba yun. Jusko.

Ayoko nang sumablay

I still have to get through 2 more stages before I finally get in.
I'm pretty confident with the 2nd stage but
I fear that I my credentials may not be enough for the 3rd stage.

Oh, please. If there really is a God above there, help me. I'm begging you.
I want everything in place now.

Please lang, ayoko nang sumablay pa. Nakakapagod na.

Anyway, I just found out that my calculator isn't with me now. At first I thought I just misplaced it here in the house but I recalled that I never brought it out since that last day before fair. It turns out that some bitch, some crazy bitch deliberately stole it. Way back junior year, there was a series of disappearance of calculators and they said some crazy girl was doing it and I didn't believe them; since mine was with me. Now I know, someone really steals calculators. You're pulling my leg, huh? Great job. No one knows how bad I feel whenever I lose my school things. Take note, I just lost a very important school thing. Fcuking shit. I was so eager to go home a while ago, thinking that my calculator would just be in my room, here in my home; but it's not.

Here are the possible reasons for my calculator's sudden disappearance:

• somebody borrowed it and forgot to return it.
• somebody stole it

Please, please, return it to me now! I really feel bad. It's like losing your K9 dog. Arrrrgh!

Kung nakanino man yung calculator ko ngayon, fcuking bullshit, magkakaroon ka ng galis-aso kasi malikot yang kamay mo, ayaw mo pa ibalik. GRRRRRR. Feel my wrath, I hate you!

Mamatay na lahat ng kuko sa paa, wag lang ako mawalan ng gamit. :(
Alam ko lonely na 'yung calculator ko kasi demoñita na yung humahawak sa kanya.
Yeah, shit.

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I just checked this guy's profile on Friendster tapos ang nabasa ko:
Interested in: Dating Women.

Ooooooooooooookay.

Okay, I got to shut up. :|

never love math

I still have 5 problems to answer in Math. Nakakainis! My left and right hand are already sore and wet because of solving and solving these 5 problems yet I cannot get the correct answer.

Kawawa naman ako.

I just failed the Economics test kanina. Well, my quizzes are high, my grade last quarter is okay so I don't have to worry. The English test was okay. It was difficult, of course. Mrs Benitez pa. Well, next to Ms O, I think she gives the most difficult periodical tests in school. Good thing I read the Iliad. Buti nalang.

I hate math. I would never develop love for Mathematics. Errrrrr. I don't see why I have to learn these polynomials, functions, imaginary numbers and blah when in the first place, I won't be needing these things when enter the 'real world'. Bwiset. Too many math subjects. Accounting, Math, Anal Geom, Physics. RAWR. I hate it.

I'll try answering the problems again. If I still don't get the answers, I'll proceed to reading El Fili. I plan to read it 3 times today--tonight. Whatever.

Kawawa naman 'yung mga taong kumukuha ng Math courses sa college. I can't imagine life only revolving around numbers, signs, and everything math-related. I wonder how a BS Math college student's life is--Accountancy, Applied Math & Finance. WHOA. Mental torture. Good luck nalang. haha.

dream coming true

I know this is so late. Haha. Forgive me for posting this pa.

I opened my envelope and saw that I got a fcuking 93 for my preliminary topic proposal. WAHAHAHA. I know, I know. Many people got marks waaay higher than what I got. But what the hey. Those things were just funny stupid random ideas I have that I directly typed in MS Word the day before its submission. Haha. I never got good outputs whenever I directly type it. I have to really hand-write it in able to make it good. I'm a writer, you see. As in writer--literally. WAHAHA. CORNY.

That's not what I'm really happy about. Haha. I read a note from Mrs Benitez written on my paper: Interview quality UP students. WOOOOOOH! hahaha. You'll never get this talaga, sorry. Haha. I'll really work out on that quality UP student. If I have to force my groupmates, I'd do it. Haha. I'm the leader, anyway.. so wala na munang reklamo. HAHAHAHA. I think my topic's nice and fun to do. It's easy to do, too..I think. :D

Urrrgh. I really don't know why some crossed and sick homosexual should use my room when I have to isolate myself from this noisy family? BWISET.

Me: pwede ba, paki balik na yung 40 pesos na kinuha mo sa money box ko.
Bedeck: no way, sucker! at saka sinabi na ngang hindi ako yun eh. ako rin nawalan ng 40 pesos.
Me: oh come on. so ibig sabihin naka 80 pesos na yung klepto.
Bedeck:--
Me: akin na kasi!
Bedeck: well yuh know.. that's life. you lose some and you lose some more.

well yuh know, blog readers. another instance same as this and I'm finish proving that my brother is gay, yuh know. YUH KNOW KA PA DYAN BADING.

Sorry na, 40 pesos lang pinagdedebatehan pa eh. I'm the most frugal person you'll ever know--my friends know this. Haha. :)

Okay back to Iliad.

Two-Point Form bull

It's only now that I knew that you spell offence as in offence. As in no offence. I always thought it was offenSe.

Now, we have just proven that I'm the biggest moron here on earth. Big idiotic illiterate moron. I can't even spell offence correctly.

AAAAAAAH. BWISET. MY SELF-ESTEEM'S REALLY LOW NOW.

Stupid. Bobo. Tanga. Bwiset. Kawawa naman.

This is too much, considering I'm an Oral Spelling Bee 'contender' again this year. ARRRGH.

Kaya 'di ko matalo si Zorina Maika N. Abad eh. :)

OKAY, BACK TO anal ANAL GEOM. HAHA. Yes, I'm studying tonight.

Episodes over

I'm back in business. I'm back at blogging. Haha. My drama episodes have been put to a halt, finally. But I have to admit that there's still bitterness within. Yeah, some things are just not meant to be, as they usually say it. Hah. Something must have really gone wrong. I searched for names a while ago and 98% of those names appeared. Oh yeah, I'm a complete moron.

How things work is just plainly stupefying--I mean this in the most positive and negative way. That's enough said. I don't want to reiterate things all over and over again.

I've gained a lot of weight. I can actually feel that my body's heavier to carry whenever I walk/run. I have to lose weight. I tried my prom gown on a while ago only to know that it doesn't fit me anymore. The zipper won't zip. I have to try that Taebo video we've got here to at least burn the fats in my thighs and arms. My thighs and arms are hideously big, I tell you. I will be slim before I enter college because I don't want to be known in college as the chinitang tabachoy. Haha. :)

In less than 3 months, the elites will be already going up the stage to finally get their high school dimploma handed by Mrs Dino. Wow! Time flew so fast. My ever-loved Biology days with Mrs Santos way back my sophomore year seems like only last year. Haha. I'll miss Bio. It's the easiest and most fun science subject I had in high school. Chemistry was also fun but I really had a hard time maintaining my standing last year. Standing here means--a good grade in Chemistry. I like Bio the most. :) Bio the best. Haha. :)

Things are already fixed up now. Thanks to my mom. She's the most wonderful woman in the world. :)

Kiss 2006 goodbye

WELCOME 2007!

Okay all I wish is everything that would be happening in this new year would be great and fine. According to Chinese readings, the year 2007 is the perfect time to harvest all the fruits of your hardwork in the past year, 2006. I guess I worked hard so I really am hoping for something good this year. Please lang noh. Haha. Sorry ka nalang kung di kay nag-'hardwork' noong 2006, wala ka talagang maha-'harvest'. Haha.

2006 was quite a good year for me but it was really a stressful year as well. I remember mga January 2006, stressed kaming lahat sa school. There's the stress brought by Trigo, Chem, Geom, the term paper, exams, and the promdate-hunting. Haha. The year 2006 was one tiring year for me. Andyan 'yung Boosters noong February and intrams practises just this December. Haha. Up to now, I cannot still get over Aeris' victory. Haha. :D

Oh well 2006, it was quite good with you. 2007, I hope and pray that we'll be more okay. Haha. Yuck, it rhymed.

Anyway, BREAK NA SINA ANGEL LOCSIN AT OYO BOY SOTTO! Okay, I'm not anti-Angel Locsin. I like her actually. She's very versatile and really beautiful and I think she's also a good girl. What I was really against to is her relationship with her late boyfriend's cousin, Oyo Boy Sotto. Ewan. Come to think of it. Diba parang kadiri at saka nakakahiya. Wala lang. Oh well, ang sad naman ng new year niya. Sayang.

Japan is one big Ortigas Center! The streets of Tokyo are very busy at daytime and it becomes livelier in night time. Grabe! Mas nakaka-whoa siya pag gabi kasi nung first day namin tas daytime, medyo akala ko masagwa kasi may mga dugyot na hapon na naglalakad sa daan. Haha. Not to be racist but some japanese are really unhygienic. I think what makes them not really hygiene-conscious is the fact that a large populace of their population lives in apartments. Since apartment naman 'yan at maraming tao, hindi talaga maiiwasan na maging unsanitary so wala nang pakialamanan. Ewan. That's just what I have observed in my stay there. Overall, Japan is a very nice place in Asia. It's very progressive, very modern. I hope the Philippines would be like that someday. The Watsons store we've been into is just fabulous! Parang siyang isang mall ng health and beauty na parang gift shop na rin. Basta, it's so different from our Watsons here. 7 Eleven rocks! Haha. Ngayon lang ako nakakita ng 7 Eleven na may tindang cellphones at gadgets. First-world countries are just really whoa-ing.

Okay here's a very very random babble before I end this. I just can't let this pass.
It is of my opinion that the Subic Rape Case involving this Nicole girl is being so sensationalized. Come on, let's face the truth. That Nicole girl was not the only woman raped by an American GI staying here in the country. There are a lot of them, actually. This is acutally one of the reasons why there are a lot of amboys and tisays in our country; especially in Subic, Olongapo that do not know their real fathers. It just happened that Nicole brought the matter into the public kaya nagkaganun. Honestly, I do not believe that girl that she was actually raped. And wait, she was seen voluntarily going inside the van where she was 'raped', right? Meaning she was not really forced by that hotter-than-hot Daniel Smith. Here's the thing. Maybe yeah, she voluntarily went with Daniel Smith and had sex with him that night and after all the thing that happened, she just realized that what she went into was altogether wrong that's why she went to the police. Oh come on. Kung 'di ka ba naman talaga ganun kalandi eh, bat ka nasa bar at sumama ka pa sa kano na 'yun? I'm sorry for judging the Nicole girl pero kasi ano'ng tawag mo dun? I just really hate how her folks sensationalize this event as if this is the first time it happened. By the way, that Daniel Smith is really hot. Sayang ka.