I love Kim Rae Won

Here's an update with my schedule next week.

June 4 [Monday] - will be going home to Quezon City
June 5 [Tuesday] - will be fixing my things
June 6 [Wednesday] - will finalize and get things fixed up
June 7 [Thursday] - will have lunch with Tita Marsha
June 8 [Friday] - will be with someone at The Block and will get back to Novaliches again
June 9 [Saturday] - will fetch Tito Renchie and cousins from the airport
June 10 [Sunday] - goodbye choova
June 11 [Monday] - will finally leave

I actually only have 2 days for me to get things all fixed up. I still need a lot of things. I need shoes! Seriously. I need good footwear. Ayoko ng tsinelas, madudumihan paa ko. Ayoko ng rubber shoes, masakit sa paa. I need something good for my feet.

And I have to have my hair cut again and colored. That's a must.
I also have to visit my ophthalmologist to have my grades upgraded? Err. I do not know the right term. I might have contact lenses instead since for me, wearing glasses is a physical hassle. I don't like how I look like with glasses.

So with so little time, how?

Friends, update me with your schedules. Tell me which day of the week will you be most free so that I can call you in those days if ever I get sad. :) Thanks!

the more I feel so free

I just want to share that I'm so happy like I've never been happier before. :)
I just can't believe it. Thank you for making me happy again.

[EDIT]
It's not because of a special someone or whatevs mushy ewan.
I just want to clarify.
And the title is from a song; not because of the someone.
Basta. You won't get it nga eh. :)
[/EDIT]

Why is it not a happy period?

It's absolutely ridiculous that the past weeks I've been only thinking of one main thing: a new study habit for me in college. Haha. I italicized the word 'study' because I don't really know what that word means. I mean, I don't study as in study. When I was in high school [Haha. Why do I speak as if I was in high school eonaeons ago?], I merely depended and survived with my stupid studious moods. By that I mean, there were just instances that I feel very studious and I read and read a lot my lessons in advance that's why I didn't need to go for an in-depth notes and book scanning before quizzes and exams. I was contented with that because with all fairness to me, I had quite pretty [what an adjective] grades without even trying too hard. Well, for college. I don't want to have that ocassional habit. It sucks. It doesn't make my good performance consistent. Wala, wala akong kapupuntahang maganda kapag ganun. I think for college I will have more time for thorough studying and I should use that time wisely. Kung di, yari ako talaga.

My head aches too much. Ang sakit shit. Hindi nga ako nagkakaroon ng dysmenorrhea which is very common among women pero here comes an excruciating head ache. I don't like it. Err. What a statement; who likes headaches anyway?

For your information, I'm still here at my paternal grandparents' place. I'll be coming back home at June 3. June 4 onwards will be such a very busy week for me because I still have a lot of things to fix. I'll be leaving Manila on June 10 and I don't know when I'll be back again. Maybe I'll be coming for short stays in Manila once in every two weeks or maybe not if I'm too busy and uhh, too lazy? Haha. Hopefully, I'll be back for good on November 2007. A lot of friends are texting me and asking me when can I be available before school starts because they want to at least hang-out with me before I leave. Before I set the date May 19 but because I am not allowed to go out that much here, I wasn't able to make it. As much as I want to spend time with you guys, I really can't assure and give a date because there are still a lot of things waiting for me. Sorry. :( I hope that wouldn't put a strain in our relationship. :) There are still plenty of chances to come. Semestral break is just so near. Yes, believe me. It's nearing [ano ba yun, wala pa nga tas sem break na ang nasa isip]. I'll be back soon. Keep in touch, okay? Please don't forget me. Haha. :) And when I send you SMS, please reply as best as you can. Wala lang; para okay diba? :)

See you all in October/November 2007! I'll miss you all!

P.S. I do not know if I'll be still using Yahoo! Messenger that much. I haven't been on-line for weeks now if you noticed. If you wish to say something to me, just use the tagboard/Friendster/Multiply/SMS. :)