Everything down

Senior year's taking soooo long. I wanna graduate. Now. Now. Now. Ngayon na, ang tagal. My body isn't moving too much for now. I want to run across the field, circumference the whole school, cheer out loud and low, and move my arms and legs swiftly and sharply until my muscles get sore just like what happened last year, during Boosters days. I want some action. I'm so bored inside the 4-cornered classroom. I wanna get rid of it even just for 30 days. I wanna get sweaty and tired but not in our tan uniform. Yeah, I know what I'm lusting for: INTRAMS. I want some energy-draining activity. Profile picture-taking is not an activity at all. It's just a way of getting classes cut off. Haha. Oh, I know what "activity" would be energy-draining this September: ACET. Oh well, Intrams is still on December so, I stil have to wait for it. I just can't stand being idle for too long since the number 3 patch was sewed on the left chest part of my spoiled-chocolate-colored uniform.

By the way, I passed the EcoSong auditions! Yehey! I think everyone who auditioned; well, except for those who have certain conditions or difficulties, passed so there's nothing to be so happy about. We had our first practice today. I did not enjoy it. It was _____. I don't know. Maybe I'll enjoy it when we begin to sing the actual song. I felt stupid a while ago, bouncing with my feet, raising up my arms, shaking my hands like the one you do when you do the Humayo't Ihayag action song, and then singing the weird syllables zee-bro-ho-ho-hooo in the highest pitch possible. That was difficult. I hated it. Why let me sing that way, huh? Hello, that's why there's a category called ALTO and that's where I belong. Urrgh.

We already got the results of the English test. Blech. My hunches never failed. First time in my whole life as a student. Soooo disappointing. English. English. English. Honestly, who would think that that result is mine? Things are going weird this year. Math and Science beated English. I think I'm staying too far from my forte. What's happening? Urrgh. Now I'm scared. Call me a freak, I don't care. Even though I passed, it was still low. Very low. I hate it. I hate myself for assuming that I will do good. No one could be ever more stupid than I am. This is extreme stupidity. Unconquerable. ^&&%^$(I)(*^*%! Of course, no one can understand me. Everyone who I open up with says "It's okay." Well in fact, it's not. They think I'm acting too OC-like well in fact, I'm not. Somebody even overlooked me when I told her about it and I hated her to the bone for being such a standoffish. Urrgh.

Things are not going all right. There's the batch problem. Everyone seemed to hate our batch for we are the elite, the socialite ones daw. Yeah, some may be like that but please don't stereotype. You tell us that we tend to do bad in a certain subject because we think it's hard. But you also do the same. Why not put to mind that our batch is still lovable, nice, and all-that's-great-and-oh-so-wonderful? Everyone seemed to dislike us, hated us. We're now labeled as the worst batch that the institution has ever had. It feels sad. This is our last year and these things are happening. We want to have this last year memorable but not in this way, please. Guys should work out on it. Friends, let's all be good. :)

There's a need for me to work harder. Hardest. First quarter has just ended and next thing I know, me and my batchmates are already practising the Alleluias and Amens for the last mass the batch is going to have. No time to waste.

Get it on. It's brain marathon season. I have to get this cerebrum and cerebellum moving, functioning, producing, squeezing its most efficient juice.

Do I seem happy? I'm not at all. This is such a bad day and I can't turn it around or conceal the feeling with a smile. I can't.

Everything's wrong. I have to really really make it all good and great to get what I want after all these.

Can somebody make me chuckle even just for a while please? Oh there, there's Benedict.

No Time to Play

Someone's got to do something immediately as in now.

The situation is very sad. :(

I am not at all filthy but still, very lucky. Thank God. :)

Come to think of it. Everytime we doodle while the most boring teacher is speaking, many hopeful children/minors are under those very dark hell-hole-like underground mines, sweating, hungry, dog-tired of pounding a multi-mass mallette against a huge rock hoping to find minerals of high value just to be able to sustain his/her family and send his siblings to school.

That is the picture of this third-world abode.

Nakakainis.

BUWISET!

FatSoFatSoFatSoFatSoFat

Hey, I'm not doing the aLtErNaTiNg cAsEs iN mY tItLe (kapagod.)

I'm so fat. Yeah, I know matagal na akong mataba and I'm doing nothing about it. I don't care. Fooood is the most exceptional thing that I really can't resist. Let me clear that: food here in home, not in school.

A while ago, I was fixing my closet because I want it fixed and all neat. Because I have nothing to do again, I tried my uber ugly prom dress on.

Gaaaaahd. I won't believe anyone who tells me that I am not fat, chubby or whatever because I have already proved that I am really really fat.

My dress won't close its zipper anymore. Rawr. I remember the last time I wore it which was by the way last February 4, 2006, it was still kind of loose. And now, after 7 months, it won't close its zipper anymore. I'm fat.

So let's reduce the food I take in. Haha. That's the only solution. I won't diet. That would only make my metabolism slower and will only make me fatter. I won't stick to the skyflakes-diet, too because when I do that, there's a tendency that I'll just faint while walking on one of the corridors of the school because I lack protein, amino acids, blah blah blah.

So, the answer is reducing the food in-take. Less volume, that's it. And of course, a little bit of excercise.

I don't want to be fatter. Rawr. That dress will be the gauge. Haha. :D

School's back tomorrow. Urggh. I've been practising my Profile creative shot for several hours in front of the mirror and and I can't get any good "creative" pose of me. I have "discovered" some good ones but I fear that when I do it on the day itself, I will look awful and funny. But what the hey, who will look at my profile anyway? Haha. And I guess, everyone would just look funny or awful in their wacky and out-of-this-world poses.

Yeah, yeah. As I have said, school's back tomorrow so I have to sleep early.

Goodnight, blechy world. :D

Backpack Love

As I was fixing my school things a while ago, I decided to change my school bag for something new. Wala lang eh kasi 3rd year pa 'yung bag na 'yun.. Tinamad lang akong palitan kasi wala na akong time. Basta 'yun. So there, I opened the closet where I put my school bags. I found this pink JanSport backpack that I haven't used yet. I remember that when I was still a sophomore, I wanted to use it but maybe because of lack of time, I wasn't able to fix my things in there. So, yun. I transferred my school things there and decided to use it since I haven't used it really yet. :)

There are several backpacks in that closet. I remember that waaaay back, I'm a big fan of backpacks. Haha. I stopped using them when I reached junior high. I really don't know why. Haha. Anyway, here's my backpack love again. :)

Because there's really nothing to do today, I browsed through JanSport's website and saw this:

funky, isn't it?

I also updated my Friendster today which I think I haven't opened for weeks. As I was checking my profile out, I saw this at the right side of my page:

Popular searches are deal or no deal, honeymoon, attract men. WHAT??! In my network? Haha. I wonder who does search about attract men. LOL. :D

Hello!

napapadalas ka na rito ah, ang tagal pa.

natatakot tuloy ako. haha. :P labo.

pakilala ka naman. wahaha. :D

labo talaga. :)

PAKILALA KA NAMAN.

haha. :P