I'm so tan. Okay, I'm negra na. I woke up a while ago early in the morning to go to school and meet my investi groupmates. When I got out of the bathroom and wiped the water off my skin, especially my arms, I was so dismayed to see that my arms are so tanned. My face is also so tanned. I was supposed to wear a cool and comfy royal blue half-sleeved shirt but, because of the fact that I'm so maitim na, I preferred to wear a long-sleeved blouse to avoid sun exposure. Mind you, it was so hot a while ago and I know that I was really perspiring in the chem lab while doing the distillation thing. I also noticed that on my left wrist, there's a very obvious tan mark(because of the my watch) I really regret not applying sunblock on my arms before the intrams practices. Once I brought my Nivea SPF at school, Ellanie told me that I'm so maarte and all that. From that day, I didn't bring my Nivea SPF anymore. Errr. I shouldn't listen to her. I should have applied SPF still.

It took me 4 hours to finish my pompoms. I think I already lost my skill in making "amazing pompoms".. The last time I made perfectly "amazing" pompoms is when I was still a freshman. I made it for the J&J boosters/bleachers thing. My Sifanta pompoms now are good but they aren't that "amazing". It doesn't look like a ball or a porcupine, as Danielle said. I also think that the pompoms I made are big compared to others' pompoms. But even though that's the case, I still love my pompoms because I was the one who cut them and twisted them.. :)

I'll start applying Nivea SPF lotion on Monday to avoid worse tanning instances. :)

Psyche will blow your mind, Psyche will electrify.. We're so hot to show you what we've got..

That's Psyche's cheer. So far, the only cheering team that really makes my head turn is Psyche. Their team's drummer and cheer leader are really great. I like their march. Their actions.

Actually, Sifanta's cheers and actions are much nicer than Psyche's. The only problem is that the members of the cheering team lack effort. I'm not boasting that I exert a lot of effort but, I can't really see the effort in some members. The volume of our voice is really so low. I doubt if we would still be able to bag the 1st place in the cheering competition. We would surely be the cheering champion if we would only polish our routine. If we would only make our voices louder but lower(lower pitch). And if the way we perform the actions would only be sharp, we surely will be the winner. That's Psyche's advantage.. They've got their voices with really nice volume, they perform the actions well..

Anyway, I've been feeling really bad these past few days. It's as if that all these are my fault. Can't I be mad just for once? Can't I complain?

I can't deny that I'm having that feeling again since yesterday.. Though I have been saying to myself that it isn't possible, I really can't lie. I'm feeling it again--the feeling that I had last year, mid-December.

Anyway.. I want to refrain myself from thinking and thinking things about that matter so let's just shift to another topic.

Last night, I watched SunSilk Touch Flicks. Damn. I really hate seeing Yasmien Kurdi and Isabel Oli's face! Chynna Ortaleza is just so naturally gorgeous and beautiful. I don't know why I really don't find all mestizas beautiful. I also don't find a lot of doe-eyed girls beautiful. For instance, I really don't find Lucy Torres-Gomez beautiful. For me, she's just a typical face that we commonly see. We see a lot of long-haired and white-skinned girls walking around, right? Mukha pang multo yung iba.. Lalo na pag ang payat. The only girl that is tall, white-skinned and has a long hair that I really find very beautiful is Anna Marie Falcon aka Francine Prieto.. The first time I saw her was when she joined the Bb. Pilipinas beauty pageant and she was really really beautiful. By the way, I found out that what makes Chynna Ortaleza fit and so sexy is her engagement to the sport, kickboxing. Yeah.

I should really do kickboxing often and I'm gonna start a session again, today onwards..... I'm so fat and I look like a pig. My tummy is so big and my legs and thighs are extremely fat and big. And I shouldn't forget that my arms are also too big. I should trim down these baby fats so that I could have a fit and nice body that I've always longed for.

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Feel ko magtagalog ngayon kaya magtatagalog na ako. At saka. Wala., haha. mas madaling maglabas ng saloobin mo kung tagalog ang gamit mo. hahaha. totoo naman eh. angal pa.

Kahapon, November 26.. birthday ni Dad (lolo ko).. every year naman, daig pa ni Dad ang nagde-debut dahil sa party nia sa bahay na halos buong BF Homes Novaliches ang pumupunta. So yun.. eh di pumunta na naman ako sa bahay na sobrang ayaw ko talagang puntahan na sobrang layo naman kasi.. feeling ko tuwing pumupunta ako ng Novaliches, parang pumupunta na rin ako sa Cavite. ang layo naman kasi. sobrang traffic pa. lalo na pag sa Bayan ang daan. sobrang traffic. Nagdaan na yung maraming mayor, sobrang traffic pa rin. sana balang araw, maging mayor ng Quezon City ay galing ng Novaliches para naman kahit papaano mapagtuonan nila ng pansin yung ikagaganda ng Novaliches. Hanep. Ang dami ring taxes na nakakalap ng QC local government mula sa Novaliches. Ang daming business establishments sa Novaliches. Lalo na sa Bayan. Hile-hilera ang business establishments ng mga Daez.. Mga Daez. Pinakamayayaman na angkan sa Nova na kinabibilangan ni Ate Mayah na ex ni Kuya Renchie na pinsan/tito ko.. tapos si Ate Mayah, pinsan ni Danielle na Daez ang middle name.. Woah. Small world!

Anyway. back dun sa topic. Friday palang, sinundo na ako ni Mommy(lola ko) dito sa bahay.. galing cia sa office. So yun.. puro pawis ako at namamaho dahil galing sa school, sumakay ako sa kotse nia at tumungong Novaliches. Nasa Fairview na kami nang maalala kong kailangan ko pala pumunta ng school bukas para kunin yung card ko at para gawin yung backdrop para sa mass sa Tuesday[hanep, gumagawa na ako ng backdrop].. so yun.. gumising ako nang maaga nung Saturday, nagpahatid sa Jordan Plaines dahil aksaya raw sa gasolina kapag sa school pa ako ihahatid.. At yun.. nag commute papuntang school. Fuck. Umalis ako ng Jordan Plaines nang 8:55 at nakarating sa school nang 10am. Ganun kalayo ang Novaliches. Napaka traffic pa sa Fairview lalo na dun sa Regalado.. Tapos yun.. Nakuha ko yung grades ko at nagtataka ako kung bakit blanko ang grado ko sa Entrep. Akala ko wala na akong blanko. Nakakayamot si Pacle. di man lang nia sinabi na blanko ako.. Urrrgh! Tapos yun. Sa pag-uwi, sabi nila, tawagan ko raw sila pag nasa Jordan Plaines na ako para masundo nila ako.. Pag dating ko run, minabuti ko nalang na mag commute nang patuloy-tuloy hanggang sa BF kasi gusto ko rin matuto. Hinanap ko yung sakayan ng PUJ papuntang BF. Hanep. Adventure. Nasa likod ng palengke ang mga PUJ papuntang BF. Ang baho.. hanep sa baho. sa harap ako ng PUJ sumakay para maririnig ng manong driver kung sabihin kong "para" kasi ilang beses na ako nakaranas ng hindi naririnig ng binging driver kapag gusto ko na bumaba. Naalala ko, galing akong Megamall tapos sabi ko ibaba ako sa may Sandigan. Aba, binaba ako sa may COA. Lintek. Mahabang paglakad din yun noh. At naninigas ako kapag tumatawid sa daan at hindi sa overpass.

Ayun. Nagsidating ang mga bisita ni Dad. Dumating yung mga pinsan kong walang ginawa kundi maglaro. Mantakin mo, yung isa kong pinsan, high school na next year, naglalaro pa rin. Kabuwisit. Major buwisit yung mga taong ganun. Chikahan kami ni Kuya Arie na pilit akong kinukulit. Tinatanong nia kung sino raw prom date ko tapos sumabat naman yung mga buwisit.. Si Mark Manuel! Yung negrong bakla.. Tawa sila.. Parang na-insulto naman ako nun kasi di pa naman nila nakikita yung tao ganun na yung sinasabi nila. Urrghh! Tapos may pinipilit si Kuya Arie sakin na gawing prom date. Chinito raw, kasama sa church [Fil 2] tapos 1st yr HS sa Ateneo. Aba.. sa wakas, lumalaki na rin ang options ko.. Pero ciempre, gusto ko, yung kilala ko at close ko.. kahit na kinabuwi-buwisitan ko minsan.. Ciempre noh, gusto kong magbayad ng 2500 para sa lalakeng kilala ko at alam ko na kahit papaano, mag eenjoy ako.. Ayoko nang simultaneous na prom date.. At saka.. hindi naman negrong bakla yung prom date ko eh.. Kahit anong sabihin nio, class president din yun! Pero at least, lumalaki yung options ko.. May mahahanap pa akong iba in case na magkalabuan na.. :)

Ang dami palang may birthday ngayon. November 26: si Daddy. November 27: si Baron, si Mama Lita, si Mark.. Happy birthday sa inyong lahat at mahal na mahal ko kayo kahit di halata. :) Yakk. ang jolog. ang lande