wala namang ibabalik

Lex: puwede pa bang ibalik? sana naman puwede pa.

Me: ang ano??

Lex: yung dati..

Me: dating ano??

Lex: lam mo na yun.

Me: labo mo.

Lex: puwede pa bang ibalik? sana naman puwede pa.

Me: hindi na siguro. :) Time will tell.

Lex: sana magbago.

Lex, wala tayong ibabalik. Loko ka. Ano naman drama mo sa buhay?? What the hell are you talking about?? Wala tayong ibabalik kaya walang maibabalik.. Walang puwede.. Hehe. Pero, medyo gets kita.. Hmm.. Iba ang high school sa grade school.. Kaya.. sa college nalang! dun.. puwedeng puwede. ngayon? wag na muna at saka.. nag-assume ka na naman. assumer! akala mo noon, there's something pero wala naman.. kaya nagtatanong ka kung pwedeng ibalik.. eh sakin, wala namang ibabalik.. assumer ang loko. at saka..

at saka.. hindi nga ikaw prom date ko eh.. cia pa rin ata.. sana. hehe. basta..

like what I've said..

Time will tell..

babu!

at saka lex, pag nagbabasa ka, mag tag ka. may tagboard sa gilid.

bavarian doughnut

I woke up at 6 am today to meet Nikee at Rodeo Square Cafe. I was planning to walk my way from here to Rodeo for an early moring exercise but I was really very slow kaya nakaalis ako ng bahay nang 7:45. We're supposed to meet there 10 minutes before 8. So I just took a tricycle to get there because I don't wanna be late in any of my "appointments". Haha. as if. I got there by 7:55 am and Rodeo was still closed. The convenient store was still closed. The dental clinic was still closed. Only the laudry shop was the establishment that's open for customers.. :) So.. I just sat down on the bench there in the front of the convenient store. It was very sad being alone there and watching the vehicles pass by on the high way. It was also really really boring. The clock struck 8:05 and Nikee finally came. She was not that really late.

I just wonder why everytime I meet someone else in that place, I always come first. Hmm.. Rodeo also reminds me of someone that was uber late too. I mean. über late.

We interviewed two families in a depressed area in Fairview. One of our interviewees had married at the age of 14. Fourteen. Labing-Apat. Katorse. 14. I can't imagine that. And before she got married, she still had a live-in relationship with her husband. So.. that's like she started at the age of 12 and got her first child at the age of 13. Woooow. Rawr. Can't imagine.

The place was muddy and all that.. It was raining so we have to bring our umbrellas. I shouldn't have worn flip-flops because my feet got wet by rain water and mud. Eeeky.. Good thing Nikee, I and Alex were able to wash our feet before leaving the place.

On the way home, I asked Nikee to drop me at Starbucks-Convergys. I was supposed to meet some Media Awareness groupmates.. I had a bavarian doughnut and 2 walnut brownies.. :) I spent 160 bucks in Starbucks. When I got out of Starbucks, I thought that I should have gone to MiniStop instead because it's like I spent 160 bucks for Starbucks' name.. but the bavarian doughnut was really good.. :) I visited a review center there and met someone from Philippine Science High School. He is also a third year high school student. Wow... I read his mind and he was like saying Grabe.. I'm wasting my time by talking with this dumb student from Holy Spirit.. Anyway.. I don't care. Naka chamba lang cia noh. Hehe..

When I came home, I ate lunch then went to sleep. I was really very sleepy. I slept at around 1 pm and woke up at 7 pm.. Rawr. I still lack sleep. I'm still sleepy up to now..

We'll have a family gathering tomorrow.. I wish Marshing's Rye would be there. hehe. :)

'til it's over.

Clarissa.

wala nang masa ha-hassle pa.

Since our computer is temporarily unavailable and is not really suitable for use, I'm here at a sort of internet cafe because I really have to get online and chat with my AP buddies: Nikee Dav and Koko and also with my homeroom groupmate, Oma.

This is the first time I got in a computer shop to be able to get online. I ususally get in to this kind of place to get my paper works printed.. And believe me, getting online here really sucks. Really sucks. There are people behind you, probably reading everything else what's in the monitor as if this is the first time they have seen someone typing words in here. Rawr. I just wish our computer at home would get fixed at once because I don't wanna go here everyday to get online. I don't need an ADSL connection like this because we've got one that's faster than this crap.

And there's this girl behind me that's chatting in a Yahoo! Messenger public room.. she's using the mic and she's not even ashamed of speaking.. Rawr. I just hate people like that. Cheap.

I really hate using computers in this kind of place. Rawr. Bwiset. This will be the first and the last time I'll be doing this.

'til it's over.

Clarissa.

linawin naman natin

Yesterday was club day. And for club, we had Ms. Aniago's nephew as our speaker. He was one of the Philippines' delegates to the World Youth Day 2005 in Cologne, Germany. He shared to us his experiences. How proud he was to be one of the Filipino delegates. How extremely happy he was when he was chosen. And how grateful he was that God had heard his prayers.

As a result, I got envious and I desperately want to join the next World Youth Day that will be held at Sydney, Australia on 2008. Hmm.. that's enough time for me to show Father Andy that I'm really active in church.. And on Sunday, I'll talk with him for me to be endorsed this early in the diocese. :) This is one of the rewards of being active in church. :)

Since I was a child, I was already active in church. My grandmom always brought me with her in the church, attending prayer meetings of the CWL (yes, believe it or not), novenas for St. Joseph and Mother Maria, May Flowers for Mama Mary, rosary drive, block rosary, children ministry, choir.. and even up to now, I belong to the parish choir. And still go to mass every Sunday... wow.. perhaps my credentials in our parish may be one good basis if I can be chosen.. I just hope so.

Zor's back again. And I told her everything about rob_fresstyler. She said she's not one of the people behind that and she doesn't know anything about that. She even said that she isn't really hiding from me when I called. I just wonder. How did she know that I am thinking that she hid from me eh I wasn't complaining about that naman? Hmm.. Suspicions haunt the guilty mind. Okay, I trust Zor naman kaya she's out of my "suspects list" Only the one left behind is the "freestyler".. I'm really quite sure that she really is the one because she became cold to me.. and, since that incident, she never said a single word to me.. not even a sigh. Well, if I were her, I wouldn't act that way because it's getting more obvious.

I really need to talk to Mark because I need to clarify things. Since that rob_freestyler fcuking incident, everything seemed to be unclear and there seems to be a conflict. Maybe on the weekend.. I'll have a chance to talk with him and clarify things.. Rawr! This shouldn't really be happening if only rob_freestyler didn't come out.. If only she didn't do it. If only. I just hope everything's still the same. No change of plans or decisions.

Our retreat's next week. I have only received 3 palancas since last week. Whatever. I'm not fond of that but.. You know..

I have quizzes in Geom, Trigo, Pinoy and Entrep tomorrow..

'til it's over.

Clarissa.

thank you.

You know, of all the people that I have befriended and of all my friends, you're the only one who really really respects me and you're the only one who said that all you wanna do is to make me happy. You were more than I thought of.. You're more than that kind-and-perky dude attitude that you posess.

Thanks.

I know I'm a big weirdo and I'm one person that people find difficult to hang on with.. And you know that, too. But, you didn't treated me differently.. Thus, you treated me in a really really nice and extraordinary way.. :) Another thing, I know that I don't deserve that kind of treatment but still, you made me feel special. :)

Nothing more, nothing less. I just feel the same way here.. If you need me, without denial I say, I'm just here for you.. And just like you, all I wanna do is to make you happy..

Thanks, again.

pathetic much

rob_freestyler, you're so pathetic. how dare you make up stories?

poor you. I know who's behind this. I know you. You may think that you are the people I would least expect that would do such..

You two are no exception.

I hate to say this but, I abhor you.

Anyway.. It's the 19th of September today.. It's tita Marsha's birthday!!! and, It's also the 3rd yr of my being a "lady" ahaha.

So much to celebrate.

rob_freestyler is one big loser.