Why is it not a happy period?

It's absolutely ridiculous that the past weeks I've been only thinking of one main thing: a new study habit for me in college. Haha. I italicized the word 'study' because I don't really know what that word means. I mean, I don't study as in study. When I was in high school [Haha. Why do I speak as if I was in high school eonaeons ago?], I merely depended and survived with my stupid studious moods. By that I mean, there were just instances that I feel very studious and I read and read a lot my lessons in advance that's why I didn't need to go for an in-depth notes and book scanning before quizzes and exams. I was contented with that because with all fairness to me, I had quite pretty [what an adjective] grades without even trying too hard. Well, for college. I don't want to have that ocassional habit. It sucks. It doesn't make my good performance consistent. Wala, wala akong kapupuntahang maganda kapag ganun. I think for college I will have more time for thorough studying and I should use that time wisely. Kung di, yari ako talaga.

My head aches too much. Ang sakit shit. Hindi nga ako nagkakaroon ng dysmenorrhea which is very common among women pero here comes an excruciating head ache. I don't like it. Err. What a statement; who likes headaches anyway?

For your information, I'm still here at my paternal grandparents' place. I'll be coming back home at June 3. June 4 onwards will be such a very busy week for me because I still have a lot of things to fix. I'll be leaving Manila on June 10 and I don't know when I'll be back again. Maybe I'll be coming for short stays in Manila once in every two weeks or maybe not if I'm too busy and uhh, too lazy? Haha. Hopefully, I'll be back for good on November 2007. A lot of friends are texting me and asking me when can I be available before school starts because they want to at least hang-out with me before I leave. Before I set the date May 19 but because I am not allowed to go out that much here, I wasn't able to make it. As much as I want to spend time with you guys, I really can't assure and give a date because there are still a lot of things waiting for me. Sorry. :( I hope that wouldn't put a strain in our relationship. :) There are still plenty of chances to come. Semestral break is just so near. Yes, believe me. It's nearing [ano ba yun, wala pa nga tas sem break na ang nasa isip]. I'll be back soon. Keep in touch, okay? Please don't forget me. Haha. :) And when I send you SMS, please reply as best as you can. Wala lang; para okay diba? :)

See you all in October/November 2007! I'll miss you all!

P.S. I do not know if I'll be still using Yahoo! Messenger that much. I haven't been on-line for weeks now if you noticed. If you wish to say something to me, just use the tagboard/Friendster/Multiply/SMS. :)