I wonder what my classmates are in to at this point of time. Obviously, I wasn't allowed to our field trip because it will be having caving as the major activity. My mom doesn't allow me to enter caves because according to her, I might get stuck inside it and never come out again.. According to her, I may also have bruises and skin discoloration... Haha. And since the trip to our EOP will be involving North Luzon Expressway, she didn't allow me more. News recently had been showing numerous road accidents in NLEX. Plus, there's a very bad weather in the country today and.. IT'S RAINING HARD HERE! I wonder what they're situation is right now. Haha. I'll just have an outlook like this to avoid being envious.. Haha. Why should I be envious.. in the first place, the field trip was never appealing to me.. The activities are all the same.. Except for the fcuking caving... Since 1st yr, the field trips always involved trekking, river wading, rapelling... blah.

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Trixie and I are having a hard time dealing with things that are going on right now. Drastic changes have really happened since this school year started. 3rd year life is so tragic. People are not infallible and so we are. What am I trying to say? Other people should learn to expect less for they will not always have what they desire.

I can't wait to watch Memoirs of a Geisha... I guess we will be watching it after the prom... and Little Manhattan, too.. If it's still showing by that time. Waaah.. Memoirs of a Geisha.. I think it's quite similar to Jewel of the Palace.. ahahahaha. :)

English week is this coming week.. and I haven't mastered the dictionary yet. Haha. Yeah. That's how Aica and I call it. Mastering the dictionary to win the Oral Spelling Bee.. Haha. Can't wait to compete with Danielle.. Ahahaha. :) I wonder how it feels competing with one of your best friends.. I'll use this day to "master" the dictionary.. Ahahaha.. I learned last night that aardvark is spelled as aardvark.. hahaha.. :)

I'm gonna enjoy this day without having my muscles ache! :)

Nothing beats the pain of being ignored. Being ignored and being overlooked. Tears are soon to come out of my eyes for tonight, is the worst and saddest moment of my life. Now, that's too dramatic.. but true.

This day wasn't just right. Though unlike the past school days that I had, it was just so uneventful and really monotonous. No quizzes, no seatworks.. In fact, this day is something I should be thankful of for it detaches me to the burden of studying and reviewing for quite some time. Hell, no. I started this day with a big frown in my face for I wasn't able to get up early. Imagine waking up at 6:35am knowing that your school bus will be right there at exactly 6:45am. Talk about hassle. I was literally cursing, banging every door(and the gate) I'd open and shouting. I even greeted my freaking grade school busmates with a puckered brow. I skipped breakfast and didn't feel hungry at all.

The day was just so right when some of my uncontented classmates requested a new seating arrangement. I was extremely irritated. I ended up having a seat at the left most corner of the classroom and beside my former seatmate, Via. There's nothing wrong with having Via as my seatmate but, I just don't see the point of having a new seating arrangement... They say it should be that way because it's the last quarter and probably the last "moments" that they'd be seated together with their precious buddies. Lame and sucky. So what if it's the 4th quarter? Aren't you sick of your buddies' faces?! Imagine being seated beside them in the classroom, eating lunch and recess in the same table as theirs, going to the comfort room with them, going to the locker area with them... Now, do you still call that "last moments"? Tell me that you'd die tomorrow and I'll believe you. Maybe you're thinking that I'm too shallow to take this as a very big deal but, you know, sometimes small things like that are just so big for others. and that others obviously includes me.

I just want this school year to end. To be honest, I am not enjoying this year.. Knowing the fact that this is the year in high school that I am supposed to enjoy most. I want it to end now. NOW. I just can't wait for the final exams and for March 20 which is the last day of classes. Come nearer, oh month of March. I'm waiting for you.

What a day it was. I don't wish to have another day as this. It affects me so much. It gives me a very very unbearable feeling.

Good night, life. I just hope that we'd go on fine soon.

• field trip is on Friday and I AM SUPER NOT EXCITED OR LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.
• sleep over at Ariane's place! (with Trixie) hehe.
• prom is next week
• I am supposed to get my prom gown but it was sort of loose.. so they had to change the measurements.
• I am actually "thinning" but my arms still have big flubbers. I hate it.
• boosters practice is very exhausting yet very fun-filled!
• GALS was moved to Feb. 26 which is a day after LSGH prom.
• no boosters practice until Saturday! yey! rest! :)
• I need to get thin.
• Geom test results were very disappointing and depressing
• I need a miracle, oh God please.
• I am pleading for a miracle.
• I am waiting for a miracle.
• I'm tired.
• I'm confused.. but not happy.. haha. :)
• I'm paranoid.
• I''m ending this.

BYE. :D