Elitists, again.

I went home late tonight. Late, meaning 8:00 pm because I watched the mini Bandaid in school. The bus operators were asked to bring us home even at that time--this is the reason why I joined my friends in the Mini-Bandaid thing.

Some of my busmates went to McDo to fill their hungry tummies with fries while two of my junior busmates, me, Jed and DomB(she's not my busmate, nakisabay lang) stayed inside the bus. I was hungry but I was so tired that I'd rather stay and slack off inside the bus. You know McDo Commonwealth, right? Maraming street children 'yung andun sa labas. My heart really breaks everytime I see children like them; especially a while ago, when I saw two kids, holding leftover fries which were apparently given to them by a kind someone. The two kids that I saw were siblings and they were sampaguita kids. What really moved me is the way how the boy (prolly a Kuya) held his younger sister in his thin arms for protection against the coming vehicle; and how he wanted to protect his sister from the drizzle. The boy was starving but he let his sister have the fries that they had and I saw that as he watched his sister, his eyes were filled with delight for his sister is being at least satisfied and filled. This scene again.

I don't know what's with me that I'm always moved with these kinds of scenarios and sometimes, I am just so moved that I cry. Stupid schmaltzy me.

This was what changed my mood while I'm in the bus. When our bus started moving, a dirty street child went near the bus' windows and went close to one of my junior busmates(there were 2 of them). You know what she did? She looked at the boy with extreme disgust very obvious in her face, leaned forward to avoid being close to the boy and she cried out: YUCKS!

I know the boy was disgusting in physical appearance but is it right to act that way? Talk about humility and respect for that person. Yeah, they're gross and you're very damn fortunate and blessed not to be one of them, starving and feeling the cold air without a decent home to sleep in. Yeah, true, yuck talaga but do you have to cry it out and let the person know how you feel for him? I think what she has done is plain immature and so unbecoming of what our Alma Mater wants us to be. She could have just stayed silent and apathetic kuno.

How elitist. So unbecoming of a good Christian Filipina.

I just feel sad for the boy. They're already too unfortunate, neglected--why let them absorb that fact? Sheesh. Nakaksira ng araw.

I'm so tired of our cheering practises and I've got fever every night. I wanna miss a school day but I can't because of them. But still, they don't show some effort. Talk about sensitivity. I thought they'll gonna die first because of me; but no! I think I'm dying soon.

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Right after Intrams, I'm gonna have my hair cut. I want it that now. Look at the picture above. I want my hair like that. I must have a haircut after Intrams. Why after Intrams? Just because I'll only have some time for my haircut after intrams. I want it, I want it like that.

Long hair will never be for me.

Hindi tama ang sipon ko, masyadong marami. Ang sakit sa ulo. I'm thinking of missing school tomorrow but I just can't because there'll be Physics tomorrow and I don't want to miss any single discussion in that subject. There will be an Accounting quiz tomorrow and I don't want to have a make-up test because that'll be too hassle. And lastly, there's intrams practise tomorrow. Our cheering team's a big mess and I think we have to get all things and plans for the whole routine fixed up tomorrow because the 'big day' is nearing.

So yeah. I cannot skip classes. I guess I'll just blow my nose off tonight and get the all the mucus out of my very big nose. I just can't blow my nose while inside the classroom because everytime I do that, there's this funny ugly sound from my nose. Rawr. Shit.

Overconfidence

I just failed a Physics quiz a while ago and it was all my fault! No one is as stupid and as carefree as me.

SHIT.

Uh-oh--not again.

The plan of watching Voices in Harmony in UP Diliman did not go on. :(

Anyway, I can now sense that there would be something beautiful that will happen to our investigatory project in Physics. I just made the right choice. Very right choice. Woohoo! I'm so happy!!!

So yesterday, I met my groupmates because we were to consult an architect for our investigatory project. We were really supposed to consult an engineer but unfortunately, the engineer's mom died and I think it wouldn't be proper if we would still disturb him. Thank God and I just found the right person! We consulted my childhood friend, Kuya Onion (okay it's weird because it's only now that I called him Kuya) who is now on his way on being an architect. So anyway, ang saya nga kasi he'll be helping us through the project's plans, blueprints, etc.

Whoa. I can't believe that we had that age gap. Nagulat talaga ako when I knew that he will be the one who we'll be consulting yesterday. I was thinking that our age gap was only 2-3 years since isa siya sa mga kalaro ko palagi noong bata ako. I remember when I was still a little kid, I'd always go to their house (which is katapat lang ng bahay namin dati) and we'd play McDonald's. Basta malabong laro 'yun. Si Ate Ginger 'yung saleslady tapos kami ni Kuya Onion 'yung kakain sa McDo. Basta mga larong ganun. Tapos ayoko pa nga umuwi dati kasi wala akong kalaro sa bahay dahil only child palang ako nun. Ang tanda na namin! Si Ate Ginger may asawa at anak na, si Kuya Onion, well yeah, you just have read--he's on his way to being an architect. And me, I'm an incoming college freshman! haha. :P I just realized kahapon na wala pala akong ka-age dun sa neighborhood. It's either I'm younger or I'm older than anyone else. But what the hey, we still don't forget all the kidly times we've had!

We're back to school tomorrow again. I just finished our report for English. I researched for the related literature part in our investi. Productive na siguro 'yun.

Hay.. I've been thinking of very very weird yet very very very very nice things since last night. Haha. I can't get over it! :) I am so so so so sooooo very happppy! :)

I wanna watch this again: