Harder!

I am actually relieved that I made it into the top 100 of our review batch. Out of 500+ struggling high school seniors of different science high schools, exclusive schools, co-ed schools, public schools, or whatever schools, I made it into the top 100. Don't ask what rank but, I am surely relieved. The facilitator said I have a chance of passing UPCAT. Yeah, only a chance. Of course no one knows who'll really pass. I have 70,000 people from all over the country to beat.

Got to study and work harder! Harder. Harder. I'm days from the exam that'll change my life. DAYS. 7 fast days. 7 more fast days and I'll be setting my feet on the semi-termite-infested Institute of Chemistry pavillion of the most sought for university here in the country. Okay, it's not funny anymore. I used to laugh and think it's silly to get nervous when it comes to stuff like this. No, it's not funny anymore. It's not silly. I've got 70,000 heads to beat. It's me against 70,000. Sheesh. The number makes it more terrifying.

So, tonight, I have the CL project, the Sulating Pormal 1, and the Physics homework to do. Tomorrow, I'll get up early (promise!) and hear mass and review for Science and Math. I'd review Science and Math until Thursday. I'll pray on Friday. Pray and sleep on Saturday. And on SUNDAY, THE BIG DAY, I'll be taking the exam that would dictate the direction of my life in the next n years.

70,000 heads to beat.

Oh my, this makes me think the idea of not going to school for 5 days just to review Science and Math. Okay, that's stupidity, I know. But what the hey, what do you care? If I go crazy and desperate, I'd really do that. I'll do it.

Aabove Average

CL project's due on August 1. Yun lang sinabi ni Ms. Apple (Affol daw ayon sa kanya:P). Uh, hellow, ano 'yung project? When Ms. Alberto was still around, she wasn't able to discuss briefly what the project would be all about so, care to discuss? Please lang eh noh.

I miss Ms. Alberto now. Oh, we actually miss her. Our batch misses her so much. IV-Pananagutan misses her so much na. Akala namin siya na 'yung pinaka-you-know, pero meron pa palang mas masahol pa. Hay. Kasi naman eh. Oh well...

I hate it when teachers are not around. They give us tons of seatwork that are "un-answerable" in a short span of time. Wala, ang hirap lang.

UPCAT's next week. I have to study more in Math and Science. MORE.MORE.MORE. Good luck sa'kin. :D By the way, I already had my Ateneo recommendation forms. Weeee! Above Average daw oh. Haha. Thanks to my super-illuminating fluorescent lamp! Haha. :D As for the one from Mrs. Dino, as usual puro Average kasi lahat naman daw ata ganun 'yung nilagay niya. ACET's still on September so that means more time for studying. No time to waste. Kailangan after homeworks, at siyempre internet, haha, study na. haha. :D Aralin na lahat ng natutunan sa review. :D

Kumusta kaya 'yung endurance test? Haha. :D

Fourteen-Thousaaaand

We called McDo Commonwealth a while ago. We were planning to have fastfood food nalang for lunch. Hindi raw pwede kasi daming tao. Nakow.

We did not have classes today, and I am happy. I told you guys, even though this day wasn't declared as a national holiday or whatever, we, the students of the School of the Holy Spirit of Quezon City which is alongside Commonwealth Avenue (haha, buo pa eh noh) won't have classes because of the SONA of our dearly president. *Pukes.* There seems to be a typhoon again and I hope it gets stronger and we'll have our classes suspended tomorrow. ^_^ What a studious person I am. Hey, I am studious. We just can't deny that we need rest. Tell me, who among you, my fellow students doesn't need rest? We are all tired. We need rest. Let's not pretend that we're all looking forward to go to school.

Anyway, I have already completed my ACET application form yesterday. Yey! I did not ask my parents what course to put on there. I know may kokontra. I put BS Health Sciences, AB Psychology, AB Interdisciplinary Studies, and BFA Creative Writing<<-okay, I know this choice is ironic. Eh wala kang pake kung gusto ko ilagay yun dahil wala na akong mailagay. Okay?! Haha. Easy. Joke:D.

I am actually already getting nervous since last night. I can't stop thinking about UPCAT and ACET. What if I don't pass any of that two? What will happen to me? Yes, of course, there are other schools pero, you get what I mean, right? Kinakabahan na ako honestly. 13 days nalang at UPCAT na. Wow, what a nice and lucky number I have here: 13. No, no, no!!! This can't be a sign that I won't really pass UP. That can't be an omen[exagggg naman masyado] or a premonition! No! Fuuuudddge.

By the way pala, I am having my UPCAT on AUGUST 6, SUNDAY, 12:30 PM AT THE UP INSTITUTE OF CHEMISTRY. :D Sino'ng dun din? Malamang wala siguro. I am so nervous. Ang labo ko, actually. Rawr.

Oh well, since SONA today, I think may mga 15 na helicopters na ang dumadaan sa himpapawid dito sa area namin. "Ang yaman talaga ng mga congressmen at politikong ito, naka chopper pa" I thought. Kung sabagay, come to think of it, how would they pass through Commonwealth and Batasan sa dami ng mga rallyists? Okay, right now, I am hearing Manny Pacquiao being interviewed sa news about his insights about the government. I bet, tatakbo 'yang si Pacquiao for senator next elections. Blech. What's happening with the world? This is modern day Philippine politics. Nakakainis. Tapos iboboto naman siya ng mga tao. Since modern day Philippine politics nga, mas nanaisin na ng mga tao, ng mga masa to be specific na maupo sa isang posisyon ang isang taong popular sa kanila i.e. Manny Pacquiao kaysa naman sa isang taong nakapag-aral. We can't blame them. The country had already once elected the most brilliant lawyer our history has ever have to date and anong nangyari? Pinaalis niyo with that People Power sa Edsa. Sa mga di nakakaalam, si Marcos 'yung tinutukoy niyo. Napakalabo ng mga Pilipino. Pinaalis-alis niyo si Erap tapos ngayon, gusto niyo naman paalisin si Gloria. Sino ipapalit niyo? Si Susan Roces?! Why don't you just give her a chance since binoto niyo siya.

May helicopter na naman akong naririnig. Ang ingay. I remember when I was about 5 or 6 when me and my childhood friends were playing military games 'dun sa bahay ni Mark(sino yun?, sino sa tingin mo?). Kasi may mga helicopters nga diba tapos kunyari hide-out namin 'yung bahay nila. Haha. Hanep, iba 'yung laro namin, eh noh? Wala lang, I just remembered suddenly. Childhood friends and moments, ehem.

Gagawin ko na nga 'yung senseless Prosec reflection paper.