My Saturdays and my schooldays have no difference at all. Today is Saturday, 15th day of the 10th month, 5 years after the 2nd millennium. Sixteen days more for me to get fifteen.

Anyway, as I was saying, there is no difference between my school days and my Saturdays. I go to school usually during Saturdays for school stuff, project and all that. Today, I was supposed to meet Charisse, Ellanie and Maro for our AP Saracen thingy. Goodness, I woke up at 11:35am. I was supposed to meet them at school at 12pm. I was really rushing because I don't wanna get late. Left home at 12:10. Came to SHS at 12:30pm. I met Maro in the new waiting area. Ellanie had gone off to home already because I was super late. Charisse? We didn't even received an SMS message from her. Heck. She was even the one who set the meeting place and time and she wasn't there!!! Grrr.

So there was I, Maro and some Katarungan people who were taking Geometry remedial classes. When all had gone on their homes, me and Maro went to Karakuch and hanged around with Trixie Cruz, Ariane and Eleonor. Kalayaan people. Eleonor left. The sun was really beating us so we went inside Karakuch. Karakuch has already really improved. They already have a better comfort room, and the place was fully air-conditioned. Oh, that's the effect of over-pricing. You have big mark-ups, you'll definitely have have big profits. Okay, enough of that Entrepreneurship crap. Charisse didn't came. It was 2pm when Me, Trixie, Ariane left Maro and walked our way from Karakuch to Don Enrique(Ariane and Trixie walked to Don Enrique to meet B.Lo, I walked to up to Ever)

When Trixie and Ariane crossed the street in Don Antonio drive, I walked alone up to McDo. It wasn't really a long walk after all. I mean, for me. Maybe I am just really used to walking. Last Thursday, I walked from Filinvest Gate 1 up to Nicki David's home for the investi. Mind you, Nicki stays at Northview2. Maybe I passed 20+ streets (including Nickel St.).. I just love walking. Aside from it helps burning calories, it is very therapeutic. I feel at ease and I find it very easy to contemplate on my life's events during walking.

As I was walking, I thought of the things that happened during these past few days and weeks. I thought of school, my family, my so-missed friends, my so-called friends, teachers, wishes, dreams, etc... I even thought of changing the country after I was approached by a street child. There I realized that outside the gates of Don Antonio Heights and BF Homes QC were sheer situations of poverty. As well as outside Filinvest 2 and Sugartowne... Hmm.. I thought of a lot of things a while ago. I even felt guilty to some things that I have done these past few weeks. I felt guilty because lately, I've been really extremely profane and I'm really cursing a lot. I also realized that airheads, bigheads and "user-friendlies" are popping out of the place, especially in school. There are a lot of them in school. Really a lot.

Right now, I'm really irritated with 2 people. These people always seemed to be the very closest to me.. These 2 that I've always thought that would be there for me. I'm starting to hate them both. I just can't think why they've been like this to me lately. I can't think of any reason for them to treat me this way. I really don't know why all of these are happening.

Everything was going fine and suddenly, it turned to be bad. I don't know what's wrong with me. Is it me, or they? I'm trying to be good. I'm trying to be a good friend. I'm trying to be all that!

**Being too emotional**

While I was walking my way home, I encountered a teen-age boy my age, and he was looking at me and he smiled and said Diba, naging classmates tayo nung grade 4 ata or 5? I just nodded at him and I really wanna say San ba kita naging classmate? Sorry, di ko matandaan.. I just smiled and nodded then walked... He's familiar. I just can't remember who he is. He looks like Santino Hermoso, one guy from 2H.

I really have to talk with somebody but, unfortunately, I can't find means to talk with him. I have to clarify things. I really have to. I just hope.

I need to do a lot of clarifications.

me and tita monette... this was during her debut. hihi. tagal na 'toh. 11 yrs old na nga mga anak nito eh.. hihi. :)

nickel street playmates. hihi. tagal na rin.

me with tita che-che. wala na si tita cheche, nasa Dubai na.

big bow on head.. may flower to dati eh.. hihi. :)

This day was a day-ful of stress. Super stress..

Yeah, I admit. I really planned to go to school late because I am not yet finished with my Media Log. Unexpectedly, I woke up very late. It was 7:45am when I woke up!!! I crammed. Rushed to the printing shop to have my pictures printed. Sadly, at that time, ALL BUSINESS ESTABLISHMENTS WERE STILL CLOSED. Wow. So, I went back to home, took a bath, prepared myself for school. When I got out, the printing shops were already open so I tried. I tried 2 printing shops but they can't print the pictures because my diskette was broken. Waah! I went to school teary-eyed and so worried about my Media Log.

I entered the gates of school at exactly 10:01 am. The guards were laughing at me. SUper aga ko raw kasi. I ran from the screening gate up to the Chem Lab because I was catching the investi-presentation. Good thing that we weren't called yet when I came, I was able to join the investi-presentation. I really felt guilty a while ago, during the investi chuva because it seems that I didn't contribute anything. It's like Nikee did all the work. Anyway...

Miss Galicha said that she would still accept Media Logs on Monday but with no incentives. I preferred to have my Media Log passed on Monday because I think mine is too plain. If I can make it really better, then why still mind to have that 3-point-incentive? What if I pass it today and get only 40pts? I wanna get 50pts. I'll have all the pictures printed first so that I can put it in my Media Log.

I'm not yet finished with my CL Scrapbook. I really do hate scrapbooking. Errrr...

I'm really getting irritated with my so-called buddies. Especially a while ago, dismissal time. Without even telling us three, (me, zor, shiela) they left! I thought they were just buying something. But no! When I went out, I even saw Danielle with somebody else out there. Rar. That's nice.

"User-friendly-besties" are really popping out of the place. Their number is really increasing at an alarming rate.

Got to research about Saracen.

Alright.

Clarissa.

Wag nalang kaya?


super late ako umuwi kanina dahil super tagal ng grade six busmates ko... I mean, super late dahil 2:50 and dismissal time namin tapos 5 na ako nakauwi.. anyway.. so, todo chikka kami ni Danielle.. Hay, minsan lang ito nangyari dahil lately, di na talaga kami nakakapag chikkahan tuwing lunch kasi super busy ang third year.. super dami naming napag-usapan.. ang dami naming kuwento.. Hay, I really love talking with Danielle. Super nagtatama yung wavelength namin pag dating sa chikkahan.. hehe.. pinag-usapan namin, ciempre about na naman dun sa mga tao sa 3F. Di naman kasi na maiiwasan yun eh.. Ewan. May kinuwento cia saking instance nung nagtetext sila ni Manny... Nakakabanas yung instance na yun.. I mean, yung kinuwento nia.. SO, what's with the *nasasaktan* blah blah?

Ang drama ng buhay mo, Pare... ?!?!?!

**lumabas yung konsensiya ko, ala SAFEGUARD commercial ito**

mali ata yung decision mo eh.. wag nalang kaya???

wag nalang?? sheesh.. sayang yung effort namin ni Daniella noh.

pero parang mali talaga eh.. so, ano??

sabi ni Daniella, ayos lang daw yun...

ayos lang?? sheesh. nakakainis..

at bakit ba yung barkada nia ay ilang sa'kin??! waahh.. what have I done para ma-
ilang sila sa'kin?? duh.. kainis talaga.

weirdo ka raw kasi.

mas weirdo kaya kayo..

nakakakita na ba kayo ng totoong weirdo? as in weird?? yung weird na inihahalintulad nio ako?? duh.. di naman ako siguro kagaya nung makikita niyo na katabi ko sa school bus tuwing umaga noh... **read between the lines** di naman ako ganun..

kagabi..
Mama: bakit di ko na siya nakita since then??
Me: baka may pinuntahan sila ng Mama nia tapos sa iba nagsimba..
Mama: nakalimutan ko na hitsura nun..
Me: hintay ka nalang sa Feb. 4 (kung sakaling matuloy)
Mama: bakit?? di na ba cia magsisimba kahit kailan??
Me: malay ko..
Mama: sa tuwing nakakakita ako ng binatang naka pambabaeng tsinelas, napapatingin ako.. akala ko, cia..
Me: sama naman..
Mama: eh totoo naman eh..
Me: eh ganun yung fashion sense nia eh..
Mama: pinagtatanggol pa..
Me: hindi ah..
Mama: sabihin mo sa kanya, magsimba ulit.

waaaahh! ang whatevs talaga.. pake ko ba sa tao eh isang buwan na ata kaming di nag-uusap..

anyway.. ni-reject ni tita marsha yung bago kong testi sa kanya... may pinatatamaan daw ako dahil naglagay ako run ng sentence fragment blah blah.. eh WALA naman akong pinatatamaan... guilty kasi yung testi sa kanya ni Rye, may mga sentence fragments siguro.. nakakainis.. ni-reject ba naman.. na-offend ako dun. SOBRA. masyado. dahil lang sa Rye na yan, parang mas pinapaboran pa niya yung Statistician na yun kesa saming mga kadugo niya. Bulag na bulag cia sa lalaking iyun eh parang lolokohin lang cia... Naku. Kung alam lang nia kung gaano namin kaayaw yung Rye na yun para sa kanya... Okay lang ang Statistician-Doctor na couple kung yung mas mataas is yung lalake.. pero kung babae.. luge!! kainis. sana lang talaga, ma-realize niya. sana lang talaga mamulat na cia sa kabulagan nia. iba kasi talaga pag bulag sa pag-ibig. kakainis... nagalit pa cia sakin dahil binura ko lahat nung testi ko sa kanya.. eh kasi noh.. nakakainis. pinaghirapan ko yun eh.. tapos di iaa-approve.. MAGPAGAWA NALANG CIA NG ISANG MILYONG TESTI DUN SA RYE NA YUN NA PURO UNSINCERE NA *I LOVE U* ANG NAKALAGAY... nakakainis. nambobola pa... fcuk!

back to school...
buti naman, changed denominator na yung 1st quizzes ko sa chem na na-miss. buti nalang. yung yung may balancing blah blah na halos lahat ay 0.. buti nalang.
may quiz kami sa geom bukas.. sana naman gumana utak ko..

sige na..
sheesh..


clarissa