never love math

I still have 5 problems to answer in Math. Nakakainis! My left and right hand are already sore and wet because of solving and solving these 5 problems yet I cannot get the correct answer.

Kawawa naman ako.

I just failed the Economics test kanina. Well, my quizzes are high, my grade last quarter is okay so I don't have to worry. The English test was okay. It was difficult, of course. Mrs Benitez pa. Well, next to Ms O, I think she gives the most difficult periodical tests in school. Good thing I read the Iliad. Buti nalang.

I hate math. I would never develop love for Mathematics. Errrrrr. I don't see why I have to learn these polynomials, functions, imaginary numbers and blah when in the first place, I won't be needing these things when enter the 'real world'. Bwiset. Too many math subjects. Accounting, Math, Anal Geom, Physics. RAWR. I hate it.

I'll try answering the problems again. If I still don't get the answers, I'll proceed to reading El Fili. I plan to read it 3 times today--tonight. Whatever.

Kawawa naman 'yung mga taong kumukuha ng Math courses sa college. I can't imagine life only revolving around numbers, signs, and everything math-related. I wonder how a BS Math college student's life is--Accountancy, Applied Math & Finance. WHOA. Mental torture. Good luck nalang. haha.

dream coming true

I know this is so late. Haha. Forgive me for posting this pa.

I opened my envelope and saw that I got a fcuking 93 for my preliminary topic proposal. WAHAHAHA. I know, I know. Many people got marks waaay higher than what I got. But what the hey. Those things were just funny stupid random ideas I have that I directly typed in MS Word the day before its submission. Haha. I never got good outputs whenever I directly type it. I have to really hand-write it in able to make it good. I'm a writer, you see. As in writer--literally. WAHAHA. CORNY.

That's not what I'm really happy about. Haha. I read a note from Mrs Benitez written on my paper: Interview quality UP students. WOOOOOOH! hahaha. You'll never get this talaga, sorry. Haha. I'll really work out on that quality UP student. If I have to force my groupmates, I'd do it. Haha. I'm the leader, anyway.. so wala na munang reklamo. HAHAHAHA. I think my topic's nice and fun to do. It's easy to do, too..I think. :D

Urrrgh. I really don't know why some crossed and sick homosexual should use my room when I have to isolate myself from this noisy family? BWISET.

Me: pwede ba, paki balik na yung 40 pesos na kinuha mo sa money box ko.
Bedeck: no way, sucker! at saka sinabi na ngang hindi ako yun eh. ako rin nawalan ng 40 pesos.
Me: oh come on. so ibig sabihin naka 80 pesos na yung klepto.
Bedeck:--
Me: akin na kasi!
Bedeck: well yuh know.. that's life. you lose some and you lose some more.

well yuh know, blog readers. another instance same as this and I'm finish proving that my brother is gay, yuh know. YUH KNOW KA PA DYAN BADING.

Sorry na, 40 pesos lang pinagdedebatehan pa eh. I'm the most frugal person you'll ever know--my friends know this. Haha. :)

Okay back to Iliad.

Two-Point Form bull

It's only now that I knew that you spell offence as in offence. As in no offence. I always thought it was offenSe.

Now, we have just proven that I'm the biggest moron here on earth. Big idiotic illiterate moron. I can't even spell offence correctly.

AAAAAAAH. BWISET. MY SELF-ESTEEM'S REALLY LOW NOW.

Stupid. Bobo. Tanga. Bwiset. Kawawa naman.

This is too much, considering I'm an Oral Spelling Bee 'contender' again this year. ARRRGH.

Kaya 'di ko matalo si Zorina Maika N. Abad eh. :)

OKAY, BACK TO anal ANAL GEOM. HAHA. Yes, I'm studying tonight.

Extra Joss, please.

NCAE = pathetic. useless. too easy. pointless. whole chicken shit.

All the senior high school students in the Philippines just wasted a total of 5 hours today. I really don't see the point of the test. Bullshit.

I'm really tired, I just realized a while ago. I'm tired of all the information I forcefully stuff in my brain. I'm tired of waking up 6:10 in the morning and going home at 5:30. I'm tired of extra-curricular activities. I can't take another one, have mercy on me.

I'm done with Music. I'll do Anal Geom tonight.

..and maybe I'll skim through my CL notebook tomorrow morning.

Never Unsleepy

It's really strange that I feel most sleepy during the exams season. I don't know. This is one of the main reasons why I really sleep earliest before exams. For instance, last night, knowing that we will be having Physics, Accounting and Health the next day, I slept at around 7pm--yes, and woke up at 6am the next day. How's that? Yes, I wasn't able to study for anything. I just skimmed through some notes and that's it. I took the tests.

I usually do this. Luckily, I rarely fail. I don't know why. Not to brag, but I often get very satisfactory marks without even trying. WAHAHAHAHA.

Don't get me wrong here. I'm no genius. I just have this special ability to retain past information stuffed in my corrupted cerebrum. Haha. Thorough studying before a difficult quiz is the secret. Haha. :D Believe me, it's all easy once you studied waaaaaaaaaaaay ahead of the 'big exam day'.

My case is actually cool. I'm sleeping last night by 7pm while my batchmates are just starting. I'm dreaming at the cold hour of eleven and some of them are just starting to sleep. Haha. :) I once did the similar thing and I ended up failing a Geometry test last year. Sucker. Cramming is not really my thing. It'll mess up my little brain.

I found myself skimming through my old piano sheets before writing this entry. Yeah, I'm 'studying' for Music. Haha. :)

Pointless NCAE tomorrow. I have a Mongol #2 pencil but I don't have a sharpener. Useless.

SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST COMPLETELY UNTOLERABLE. BITCHES. BITCHES. BITCHES. DIE, BITCHES! DIE!