I wouldn't dare date a green airhead

I just fcuking hate green airheads.

so, rob_freestyler, who the hell are you? Boasting that you just breezed through your fucking Analytical Geometry homework. Fuck you. In my whole existence here on earth, no one dared to tell me that I am one big fat loser, a flirt, a slut, a stupid idiotic person.. and a trying hard...

FCUK YOU. GET A LIFE!

I would never ever.. NEVER EVER. forget this day. 17th of September, 2005. Seventeenth day of the ninth month of the year, five years after the second millennium.

Until I die, I would bring the fiery anger I have deep within me. Whoever the hell you are, I curse you.

And this, I eat my word. I'd never ever date your friend who's one big airhead too, just like you.

I just hate fcuking airheads! Thank you and I hope I made you happy, guys.

See you in hell.

reunited..

Reunited, yes we are. Whatever. I'll just go with the "flow" of it.. Makisama ka nalang. That's what Ayie said. Ahehe..

Anyway, I'm really really so much disappointed with my Chemistry quiz yesterday. That was so easy, it's just that I forgot to multiply it by 100!!! Nakakahinayang. It was a chance for me to get 100% and probably, I'll just get 7 or 6.. or even 0. Fat chance of being a merit card awardee on the end of the school year. Well, let's just forget that merit card awardee thing.

Enough of school crap.

Last night, as always, I YM-ed for about 1 and a half hour and the Green Egghead bothered me. Oh, how I wish he wouldn't be online forever. He's like.. Ulk. I don't know why one of my batchmates find him really nice, well in fact, he really isn't nice. He expects you to be nice to him in return for him being nice to you. Well sorry, I couldn't really be nice with someone I don't like. Whoever the hell you are. He was bothering me last night and he kept on chit-chatting about their promenade in school. He was asking questions like "Sino prom date mo? Taga La-Salle ba? May nag-aya na ba sa La-Salle?" And me, being bad to him just answered "MAYBE OR MAYBE NOT" to all his questions. I really don't like chatting with him whether I have a chatmate or not. In fact, I'd rather spend my time on useless blog-hopping than spend it in YM with him. And to his question: Sinong prom date mo? Di ko nalang sinagot.

Matawa ka nalang. :)

I'm having a really loud war with Bedeck. He keeps on bothering me. When I'm very mad, I really become violent and little by little, I lose my patience. If I'm really bad, I'm going to slaughter him. Rawr. I'd rather keep my hands on the keys than on his face.

'til it's over.

Clarissa.

Because you taught me how..

Guilt is all over me because of what I have been doing the past days... I figured out that I'm now turning to be one of the million "user-friendlies" in the planet... Maybe because I once vowed revenge for those people who are "user-friendly" to me...

I know it's not the real and old me but, I just can't help it. That's why I'd rather be a loner than be a user. But still, I gotta give those guys their own dose of medicine. But, am I doing the right thing to give it all back to them? They never needed me anyway.. and for sure, they never enjoyed my company. How assuming am I to think that I'm giving them their own dose of medicine.

Anyway.. enough of that crap.

We had the AP long test and I just got a score of 26 out of 30 items only. Darn. That's just 91 percent. I want it to be 100 percent!!! I know I can do better that's why I am acting like this. I promise to do really good this quarter... Geometry's a total bullshit. I just got my quiz paper a while ago and I only got 7 out of 15. Damn. Anyway, I'm doing my best to do good this quarter. I have to.

I walked through the rain a while ago to get on the school bus and take the front seat!!! I didn't manage to wait for the manong because I saw the 2 freshman students rushing through the covered walk to get on the bus and take the front seat. And because I really wanted to get on the front seat and avoid the eeky smell of the grade school pupils at the back, I ran through the rain and.. I got the front seat. Sorry, freshman piggies. I think you should smell the grade school perfume once in a while.

An OPM radio station was what the manong driver's listening to. Purely OPM, dude. And, there's this new band who revived Rey Valera's "Naalala Ka". The revival was nice.. but, the song was really nice.. We were in Commonwealth Avenue when that song was playing.. and then.. a school bus of La Salle Greenhills was on the road, too.. With the song and that school bus, nako.. matawa ka nalang. Matawa ka nalang talaga. After the song, "Especially for You" was played.. matawa ka nalang talaga.

I'm having identity crisis now.. I seem to be out of my real and old self. I want my old life back again. I'm so dreary and very serious when it comes to things.. My life is like a drama movie that didn't hit the box office. Darn. I'm just really easily irritated by things, by people.. almost everything and everybody irritates me. Rawr. Galit na ako sa mundo. WHatever. I'm not having mood swings if ever you're thinking about that. No signs PMS. Coz I just had.

I'm just finding everything useless and hard.

Sounds like bull.. Which of it?

All of it.

I'm gonna watch A Walk to Remember after this.

'til it's over.

Clarissa.

P.S.
I just wanna tell the whole world that I am madly and deeply in love with my best-est friends!!! I love u Paola, Krizza, Lex, Nicole, Hannah and.. Ayie! :)

!om ani gnatup

As I have expected, I turned out to be the most dreary and corniest emcee in the world. Well, no one can blame me if ever they think I put the section's name on shame or I made the whole section's presentation time extremely boring... In the first place, I DIDN'T VOLUNTEER MYSELF. I AM NOT WILLING TO BE ONE OF THE EMCEES.

It was purely pressure.

I just got extremely irritated by this bighead from K**i****an who said "Hay nako, mga walang kuwentang emcee" Who do you think you are to say those words? Now, for the first time, feel the joy and bliss of being a winner in a contest because I know it's probably your section's first time to win. NO OFFENSE TO WHOEVER'S READING AND IF EVER YOU BELONG TO THAT SECTION. Feel it, you egghead!

Time will come and you'll gonna eat your words. I mean it.

Put all the "gimmicks" of your oh-so-great emcees IN YOUR FACE!


'til it's over.

Clarissa.

Si Juan Crisostomo Magsalin Ibarra

We just had our Pinoy quiz a while ago.. there was this question: ibigay ang buong pangalan ni Crisostomo.. yun lang ata ang tama ko.. (joking)

si Juan Crisostomo Magsalin Ibarra.. Ellanie had this weird smile on me when the question was mentioned by Miss Aniago.. Rawr.. What's with Don Juan Crisostomo Magsalin Ibarra? Haha. Whatever that is.

I really wanna talk with Miss Aniago and ask her the reason why she gave me such grade. Darn. I least expected Pinoy to be my lowest grade in my progress report. That's so ironic. How can be my Mathematics III grade be higher than Pinoy? Almost all my grades are ranging from 87-90 and here comes 80 flat?! Rawr.

Anyway... tomorrow's gonna be for science day. It's like we just had Linggo ng Wika last last week and here we come again. What's bad is that I'm gonna be one of the emcees which is very unusual because I really am not sociable to my batchmates [to most of my batchmates] and they know me as a really quiet person. Dios mio, magkakanda-barok barok ako niyan panigurado...

Bahala na si batman..

'til it's over.

Clarissa.

wala nang sasaya pa.

3 more quarters to go and kaboom! I'm finished with this oh-so-exhausting junior high life! but after the school year awaits the prom naman eh.. so.. yun.. saya rin un for sure.

we third year students have the most exhausting and bloodiest school year ever.. but, we also have the most awaited school event (aside from graduation) ahahaha. :)

speaking of prom, thanks to Danielle (?) for her sweat to get me a partner (?) ahaha. You'll never get what I'm saying.

Wahahaha... prom... ahahaha.

patwa.. puro 3F ata yung mga partner ng mga tao sa Katarungan.. ehehe... pansin ko un. :)

'til it's over.

Clarissa.