21.10.06

Shet

Magstu-study groups talaga ako sa buong exam week o kaya naman hindi ako magha-half day at sa school ako magste-stay para mag-aral. Nako naman. Sukang-suka na ako sa mga inaaral ko pero gusto kong makakuha ng mataas na scores ngayon quarter (hindi pasado, mataas) eh wala naman ginawa mga tao rito kundi mag-utos, utos nang utos! Mang-iistorbo pa. Kapag hindi ka sumunod, sasabihan ka ng nako naman ang tamad mo eh minsan ka lang utusan

Gaano kadalas ang minsan?! shet. gigil na gigil na talaga ako.

Minsan, gusto ko na talaga bumukod at mamuhay mag-isa dahil yamot na yamot na ako sa sitwasyon dito sa bahay. Ang gulo-gulo! Rawr. Sana talaga mag-college na ako para more time na wala ako rito sa bahay. Grrr. You can't blame me for longing for these things. It's just that I can't take it anymore. I've been living for fifteen years with this kind of life! I wanna live on peace. I can't achieve even a smooth and beautiful reverie when I'm here at home. Sheesh.

DebitCreditDebitCredit -- say this many times and you'll see that you're like a frog. haha.

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20.10.06

Bring me to Apollo

I AM A PROBLEMATIC TEENAGER. If my life goes on this way forever til I get old and until I bear my own children, then I'd die at a very early early age. Gawd. No one has been unfortunate as I am. Sometimes I wish I were a different being, I wish I just existed long long loooong ago. I wish I was just a Greek mortal way back in the ancient times and Phoebus Apollo would fall in love with me. And then I'd be immortal. Yeah. That's a great life.

I'm gonna study now. Bye. I wanna do a new layout and maybe I'll come up with that after the 'sem-break'.

Me: umalis ka nga rito ang gulo mo eh--talking to Bedeck
Mama: Anna, nagmumura ka?!
Me: ano?

grabe nang pagkabingi yan. sheesh. ewan. &^%%^*^! sarap magmura lalo na kung ganito kasaklap ang buhay mo. natural, yung bumabasa nito ay walang alam. blah.

tama na nga 'to. kopya nalang ako ng notes muna.

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16.10.06

Kiddie Mass

I hate kiddie masses, just like what we just had in school a while ago. No, I don't have anything against these graders and kids; I just hated the mass. Specifically, the songs in the mass, especially the Our Father. Gawd. I believe that the Our Father is supposed to be one of the most serious and most solemn part of the mass but what the hey, with the kiddie-bopek-cutie-effect version of Our Father that was played a while ago, it all turned out to be one playful moment. I was stoic in the mass but my mind's not really into the celebration because I was abhorring the songs, especially the Our Father. Tssss. Never do that again, please.

I can't believe that the exams are already next week. Surprise! I got my first perfect quiz in Physics for this quarter last friday the 13th! See? I told you, friday the 13th days are not really unfortunate days at all. Well, at least for me. :) I remember last Friday, after the quiz, I was really depressed and pissed because I knew that my answer was different from the answers of my classmates, the majority and well, it turned out that I was correct and I was really joyous because I finally got a decent score in Physics. We're having a Pinoy quiz tomorrow and I should really study to get a perfect score. I really need it. Let me get back to the exams which will be already given next week. I wonder how long the tests would be since in this quarter, we haven't learned that much really. There were a lot of activities and there were a lot of days wherein classes were missed, suspended and teachers weren't around. I just hope and pray that all the problems in Physics in Math are answerable by average students like me, like my class. I don't want to see any failing mark in this season od tests. I want it the way it happened last quarter. Everything smooth and okay--well, except for the monstrous English test. Ack. Mrs. Benitez said that the English test is difficult and when she says that, I know that it really is. I want to get a really really high score in the Pinoy test. I haven't experienced that yet because I really never payed attention to the subject because it was easy. And now due to my apathy, I have a very low average for my quizzes. I know I can, it's just apathy that struck me. Blech. I know you don't believe. Then don't. Music's gonna be a pain in the ass. Who may lend me her holy CL notes? I just found out today that my 2nd quarter division in my CL notebook's blank, empty, paper's still crisp, no marks of my heavy big scribbles. Please, have mercy on the lazy student--me. Lend me your CL notes. Ehem. I know that one of the readers has decent CL notes. Lend it to me, dude. Lend it to me, industrious ass. :)

I'm glad that I haven't done any cramming for this quarter. I've done all my projects just in the right time. Great.

So after spending your time with your books, come and spend your time with us. --Oh man, that was actually scary. Why not make your high school dance into a halloween party instead? I think more people will come. Haha. :D

Wala nang mas bubulok pa sa PLDT DSL. Sheesh. Sana Bayantel nalang kami. Fcuker. I smell a new phone number coming.

My mom's not nagging on me anymore. Well, maybe because I'm already a good girl and I'm already not the most disrespectful child that parents could have. I'm not at all disrespectful. For parents, defending yourself and what's just is disrespectful. I get really annoyed when they say this: sasagot sagot ka pa! What the hell. I don't know what that means. They always say that when I explain my point. I won't stop until I justify my point. Heh. Being respectful to your parents doesn't mean living on an unjust treatment. If my children do what I'm doing now to me and my husband, I won't get mad at them. I'd be glad because I know that when I'm no longer with them, they would be able to defend themselves.

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