24.1.06

Nothing beats the pain of being ignored. Being ignored and being overlooked. Tears are soon to come out of my eyes for tonight, is the worst and saddest moment of my life. Now, that's too dramatic.. but true.

This day wasn't just right. Though unlike the past school days that I had, it was just so uneventful and really monotonous. No quizzes, no seatworks.. In fact, this day is something I should be thankful of for it detaches me to the burden of studying and reviewing for quite some time. Hell, no. I started this day with a big frown in my face for I wasn't able to get up early. Imagine waking up at 6:35am knowing that your school bus will be right there at exactly 6:45am. Talk about hassle. I was literally cursing, banging every door(and the gate) I'd open and shouting. I even greeted my freaking grade school busmates with a puckered brow. I skipped breakfast and didn't feel hungry at all.

The day was just so right when some of my uncontented classmates requested a new seating arrangement. I was extremely irritated. I ended up having a seat at the left most corner of the classroom and beside my former seatmate, Via. There's nothing wrong with having Via as my seatmate but, I just don't see the point of having a new seating arrangement... They say it should be that way because it's the last quarter and probably the last "moments" that they'd be seated together with their precious buddies. Lame and sucky. So what if it's the 4th quarter? Aren't you sick of your buddies' faces?! Imagine being seated beside them in the classroom, eating lunch and recess in the same table as theirs, going to the comfort room with them, going to the locker area with them... Now, do you still call that "last moments"? Tell me that you'd die tomorrow and I'll believe you. Maybe you're thinking that I'm too shallow to take this as a very big deal but, you know, sometimes small things like that are just so big for others. and that others obviously includes me.

I just want this school year to end. To be honest, I am not enjoying this year.. Knowing the fact that this is the year in high school that I am supposed to enjoy most. I want it to end now. NOW. I just can't wait for the final exams and for March 20 which is the last day of classes. Come nearer, oh month of March. I'm waiting for you.

What a day it was. I don't wish to have another day as this. It affects me so much. It gives me a very very unbearable feeling.

Good night, life. I just hope that we'd go on fine soon.

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